Losing My Mind-Pharoahe Monch/Denaun

[ti:Losing My Mind] [ar:Pharoahe Monch] [al:PTSD: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Losing My Mind - Pharoahe Monch/dEnAuN [00:15.04]A clock without a minute hand [00:17.80] [00:18.32]An hourglass without sand [00:20.96]Suspended within space and time [00:24.03]I walk a thin line [00:25.65]I walk a thin line [00:26.99]Amongst the masses all alone [00:29.91]A furnished house with no one home [00:32.95]I see through walls that's hard to climb [00:35.99]I'm losing my mind [00:38.13]I'm losing my mind [00:39.06]No medicaid no medication [00:40.47] [00:41.23]Thinking you're better off dead [00:42.67]Instead should have been dedicated to education [00:44.94]I spin the cylinder on my revolver [00:47.83]I spin the cylinder [00:49.74]Would someone explain who'd leave a dick in charge of a bush [00:53.13]Of a colon i'm screwed saw more war than warsaw poland viewed [00:57.05]An infant's insides outside of his body [00:59.85]Inside of a place of worship ungodly [01:02.96]Out cries tears dear god where are we [01:05.77]That's what i scream towards the skyline but probably [01:08.81]No one can hear a word of what i was saying [01:10.91] [01:11.71]Insurgents surged in the temple where i was praying [01:14.30]Now flashbacks wake me abruptly when police pass by [01:17.47]Lights flash if i could only put the past on a flashdrive i'd [01:20.98]For peace of mind install an external drive [01:23.17]So i'd be more driven internally to survive i'm [01:26.36]A clock without a minute hand [01:28.93] [01:29.74]An hourglass without sand [01:31.80] [01:32.33]So i spin the cylinder on my revolver [01:35.53]I spin the cylinder on my revolver [01:38.07] [01:38.60]Amongst the masses all alone [01:40.75] [01:41.56]A furnished house with no one home [01:44.04]So i spin the cylinder on my revolver [01:47.09]I spin the cylinder on my revolver [01:49.62]My family customs were not accustomed [01:51.57]To dealing with mental health [01:53.05]It was more or less an issue for white families with wealth [01:55.86]Void i defected employed self annoyed [01:59.34]Went independent enjoyed stealth [02:01.86]Now doctors prescribed sedatives and prozac [02:04.72]The rent's cheaper in the ghetto but you can't go back [02:07.26]So i spin the cylinder on my revolver [02:10.65]Then maybe let it draw blood like chupacabra [02:13.96]And dissolve into the abyss without evolving [02:16.52]Instead of revolving around the habitual problem solver [02:19.23] [02:19.96]Research like george washington carver [02:22.45]But no answer so my mantra is to deal with it in and chart then [02:25.86]Part instead of being incredibly defiant [02:28.28]Peddle through revenue issues i'll do it for medical science [02:31.45]It's better to be level headed than to regret it and pious [02:34.34]Settling for life without sun shine never vibrant i'm [02:37.29]A clock without a minute hand [02:40.24]An hourglass without sand [02:43.12]Suspended within space and time [02:46.15]I walk a thin line [02:47.87]I walk a thin line [02:49.28]Amongst the masses all alone [02:52.05]A furnished house with no one home [02:54.75]I can see through walls it's hard to climb [02:58.01]I'm losing my i'm losing my mind