I Hate Myself-Lil B "The BasedGod"

[ti:I Hate Myself] [ar:Lil B "The BasedGod"] [al:I'm Gay] [by:] [offset:0] [00:01.18]Don't want the world to see me [00:08.49]Don't think that they'd understand [00:15.56]Everything's meant to be broken [00:22.56]Want you to know who I am [00:27.93] [00:34.21]I see myself in the mirror but I don't see nothing [00:36.31] [00:40.60]If you understand what I'm seeing please tell me something [00:45.54]When you black the media make you wonder why [00:54.59]I need to learn [00:55.66]My lifetime came from struggle [01:00.03]All I've seen is what I follow [01:01.84]My skin color automatic transaction [01:05.03]I'm already classified no second chance [01:08.84]Taught to feel nappy hands little grade [01:11.72]Why can't I sag when it's just a style [01:15.04]Grown beard black hoodie and I'm all good [01:18.47]People judge before they even know me [01:20.91]Stare at me don't know I'm lonely [01:23.59]Outside's front these stares from police [01:26.47]And I get the bad rap because another man that just looks like me [01:31.80]Think life's a movie like Spike Lee [01:34.48]Too cool like Ice T [01:36.30]Yeah I move with Life's Peace and he move with the gun piece [01:39.67]So there's no peace [01:41.55]I gotta go to the hood all I see is [01:44.18]Divided the freshest schizophrenics [01:47.36]Men pimping women people losing vision [01:49.93]Given choices before she started living [01:52.74]I hate myself [01:53.55] [01:54.17]Don't want the world to see me [02:01.24]Don't think that they'd understand [02:08.24]Everything's meant to be broken [02:12.49]Want you to know who I am [02:19.74] [02:22.99]I see myself in the mirror but I don't see nothing [02:24.94]If you understand what I'm seeing please tell me something [02:28.44]When you black the media make you wonder why [02:29.57]I just need my history because I hate myself [02:30.89]It makes me sad to see pimping like I'm at a battle with my surroundings [02:32.14]Everybody do it but not really [02:33.02]And I couldn't imagine my momma [02:33.39]Universal knowledge is karma [02:34.15]I see young girls hanging off the corner [02:37.14]And they searching for love in the wrong space [02:40.21]Gave her mind to a pimp now he's changing faces [02:43.77]Sometimes I just wish I could trade places [02:47.55]I hate myself for being taught the roots of the hood [02:51.25]Which don't matter no respect and no love [02:54.63]That got jailed for the real thugs [02:57.06]And I'm sorry to all the innocent in prison [03:00.00]You get a second chance when you free or in heaven [03:03.75]I promise if you really love and you watch your steps [03:07.88]Respect everybody man you will get blessed [03:11.44]Get your point across without violence [03:14.21]The black dying by the gun I'm tired of crying [03:16.78]I hate myself [03:18.22] [03:18.84]Don't want the world to see me [03:27.61]Don't think that they'd understand [03:33.36]Everything's meant to be broken [03:38.34]Want you to know who I am [03:43.07] [03:47.13]I'm ready to give up my old thoughts [03:50.20]I'ma move past what I saw [03:52.95]I'ma do what I want and be happy [03:55.82]I'm not gon' rob or kill to survive [03:59.63]Everything I've seen was a lie [04:02.13]I'm not ready to die I love myself [04:05.64]I said [04:08.01]Everything that I've seen was a lie [04:10.51]I'm not ready to die I love myself [04:13.76]Break that mental [04:17.08]You know we are free now man [04:20.89]Break that uh mental blockage [04:23.76]Don't think too hard free your mind [04:29.14]That's real life man [04:30.14]I just you know speak for real [04:32.86]Sh*t that really feel real sh*t man you know [04:36.26]We all human we all got questions [04:39.08]You know I'm designed this way and I got questions [04:41.78]It's all love over here you feel me [04:44.65] [04:46.79]Like I said man just livin' [04:53.19]Yeah but then I hear me tho' [04:56.44]I said I'm ready to give up my old thoughts [05:00.37]I'ma move past what I saw [05:02.81]I'ma do what I want to be happy [05:05.19]I'm not gon' rob or kill to survive [05:08.07]Everything I've seen was a lie [05:09.94]I'm not ready to die I love myself [05:17.75]But I don't see nothin' [05:22.94]If you hear what I'm sayin' please tell me somethin' [05:30.00]When you- the media make you wonder why [05:36.94]I need to learn my history because I hate myself