On Death's Colour-Withering

All the despair is now gone I know that tonight I'll create no more harm I go for a moment into sleep I know that tonight, I'll wake up just to be seen When the moment comes I rise from my place Thinking not too much I dress up on death's colour Oh, my eyes are red Tonight they will turn to black Roughen up ahead Pain is alive again I'm not allowed to live anymore Night collects me under The ground screams for food I walk through the woods I travel alone tonight Someone else must be draming too I see all over large trees, hands Am I alone tonight? Somehow everything is waiting (for my gash) However something is still in me I'd like to feel once more but I just cannot