I Won't-Big L

[ti:I Won't] [ar:Big L] [al:Return of the Devil's Son] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I Won't - Big L [00:00.48]Aiyo some people was born in heaven [00:02.84]With a silver spoon in they mouth [00:04.65]And had everything taken to them [00:06.33]On a silver platter [00:07.58]And never had to work hard for nothing [00:09.64]Then there are some people [00:10.83]Who was born in the opposite world of those [00:13.52]Was born heaven which is called hell [00:15.88]And had to work hard for everything they got [00:18.19]And never had nothing taken to them [00:19.28] [00:20.40]And never will it's real [00:22.25]I'm only at the age of ten [00:23.93]And life already seems to me [00:25.68]Like was heading to a dead end [00:27.55]Cause my mom was smoking mad crack [00:29.67]My pops went out for a fast snack [00:31.67]And never brought his a** back [00:33.09]Nobody knows how I feel [00:34.59]It's quite I'll that I have to steal [00:36.52]To fill my stomach with a nice meal [00:38.59]Too ashamed to walk the streets [00:40.15]Wearing the same cheap sneaks [00:41.77]And dirty outfit for weeks [00:43.89]Even my holidays got damaged [00:46.07]Cause on christmas I aksed Santa [00:47.66]For a father and a hot sandwich [00:49.66]I just can't take it [00:51.90]And everyday I aks myself [00:53.53]How will I make it [00:54.71]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child [00:58.14]And how will I make it [00:59.39]I won't that's how [01:00.40]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile [01:03.27]And how will I make it [01:04.77]I won't that's how [01:05.70]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul [01:08.13] [01:08.85]And how will I make it [01:10.16]I won't that's how [01:11.23]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L [01:14.40]And how will I make it [01:15.72]I won't that's how [01:16.90]Five years past by now I'm on the age of fifteen [01:19.83]No more fun and games it's time to get cream [01:22.14]Cause I'm about to burst my life was cursed [01:24.95]I went to church prayed everyday [01:26.41]But everything still got worse [01:27.72]Soon I ran in to a couple of guns [01:29.91]Started stalking the streets late [01:31.34]Robbing suckers for funds [01:32.62]Now everyday I creep with the heat [01:34.75]Ain't nothing sweet [01:35.75]I rob for me if I don't steal I don't eat [01:38.01]Then I lost control and started going too far [01:40.52]Robbed this brother named Umar [01:42.07]And got snatched by the blue car [01:44.07]Where I grew up it was a living hell [01:46.31]Then I started to realise [01:47.56]I'm better off in a prison cell [01:49.31]Now I can sleep now I can eat [01:51.37]Can't hit skinz but I wasn't hitting skinz [01:53.43]While I was in the streets [01:54.86]Aiyo I just can't take it [01:57.17]And everyday I aks myself [01:59.11]How will I make it [02:00.23]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child [02:03.52]And how will I make it [02:04.77]I won't that's how [02:05.71]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile [02:08.70]And how will I make it [02:10.20]I won't that's how [02:11.20]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul [02:14.32]And how will I make it [02:15.63]I won't that's how [02:16.69]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L [02:19.81]And how will I make it [02:21.18]I won't that's how [02:22.31]Doing time was full of stress G [02:24.42]All the fightings and stabbings [02:26.17]And men finding men sexy [02:27.80]One tried to test me didn't find it humerous [02:30.04]Beat him with a pillowcase skilled with cans of tuna fish [02:33.13]My time came to a cease [02:34.87]I'm back on the streets again [02:36.37]I hope I won't get snatched by the beast again [02:38.75]But it's getting crazy hectic [02:39.81] [02:40.57]Cause I'm broke and up naked [02:41.88]In cagitive jar cause of my jail record [02:44.13]Before you know I was robbing them Saint Ducks [02:46.69]Even started robbing homeless folks for their change cups [02:49.60]My whole life was deserted [02:51.35]Either I'ma go back to jail or get murdered [02:53.79]But do I deserve it [02:55.10]All I try to do was live the one life that I got [02:57.97]But it seems that I can't get a fair shot [03:00.83]I just can't take it [03:02.72]And everyday I aks myself [03:04.53]How will I make it [03:05.71]It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child [03:09.21]And how will I make it [03:10.40]I won't that's how [03:11.40]I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile [03:14.52]And how will I make it [03:15.89]I won't that's how [03:16.89]Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul [03:19.89]And how will I make it [03:21.19]I won't that's how [03:22.20]I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L [03:25.31]And how will I make it [03:26.69]I won't that's how [03:27.56] [03:28.13]Word up man it's real rough out here man [03:30.75]In the ghetto all that remains for us is [03:32.29]Wait for a better tomorrow [03:33.17]But it gets no better it's only getting worse [03:35.85]Word up