if you only knew (Explicit)-Alexander Stewart/Adam Yaron/Roland Spreckley

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:14.64]I've been tryin' so hard to survive [00:18.33]Sometimes I think that I wanna die [00:22.17]I feel so f**king guilty 'cause God I'm so lucky to live my life [00:29.58]So I keep all the pain to myself [00:33.54]Losin' faith but nobody can tell [00:37.23]Mom I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me [00:41.16]So I pretend I'm fine [00:44.19]If you only knew [00:46.59]What my mind is tellin' me I should do [00:50.28]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [00:54.12]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh [00:59.16]If you only knew [01:01.59]All the s**t my brain is puttin' me through [01:05.28]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight [01:09.12]I'm sorry but I need you oh [01:14.16]If you only knew [01:15.54]Oh [01:16.92]I wish I was somebody else [01:20.61]I'm constantly overwhelmed [01:24.06]Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends [01:27.93]It's a silent cry for help [01:31.23]I wanna get better I want you to know [01:35.13]That I can't do this on my own [01:38.58]If you only knew [01:40.89]What my mind is tellin' me I should do [01:44.64]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [01:48.48]I'm too sad to cry it's true oh [01:53.52]If you only knew [01:55.95]All the s**t my brain is puttin' me through [01:59.64]You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight [02:03.51]I'm sorry but I need you oh [02:08.37]Take me out of this hell [02:09.72]Oh somebody help [02:15.78]Take me out of this hell [02:17.25]Oh I'm not myself [02:23.76]I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do [02:29.73]That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight [02:33.48]I'm too sad to cry but I want to [02:37.74]Oh if you only knew