dont let me go (Explicit)-mgk

[ti:dont let me go (Explicit)] [ar:mgk] [al:dont let me go (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.37]dont let me go (Explicit) - mgk
QQ音乐享有本翻译作品的著作权 [00:01.73]Lyrics by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:03.45]Composed by：Brandon Allen/Steve Basil/Colson Baker [00:05.20]Produced by：SlimXX/BazeXX/mgk [00:15.12]Lately my thoughts eating me alive
最近我思绪万千 将我生吞活剥 [00:17.53]Laid in the bed
躺在床上 [00:18.17]Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive
思索着如果我离开人世 也许恨意终将烟消云散 [00:21.64]Wish I didn't listen
多么希望我不曾听见 [00:22.61]Just like I wish they would understand me one time
就像我希望他们会理解我一次 [00:25.40]I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line
我已精神崩溃 除了一道线以外 我的纹身遍布整个身体 [00:29.31]Everything's just fine
一切安好 [00:30.33]Slippin' again
再一次遭遇挫折 [00:31.16]There I go slippin' again I'm actin' different again
然后我重蹈覆辙 我与从前的自己判若两人 [00:33.95]I see my family's reflection
每当我注视着酒杯 [00:35.36]Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again
我看见家人的身影 我会再一次沉迷酒精 [00:37.72]After this ends
在这一切结束以后 [00:38.77]Tell me after all this ends
等这一切结束以后 请告诉我 [00:40.16]Will I be mentioned again
是否还有人会提起我 [00:41.59]Why do I care
我为什么会在意 [00:42.58]If in the end it's just me and God like I'm Christian again
如果最终只有我和上帝 我会重新成为虔诚的基督徒 [00:46.71]Yeah [00:48.06]Slim bring the beat in [00:49.15]Before my dad left this Earth
在我的父亲离开这个世界之前 [00:50.55]He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want
他强迫我接受我嗤之以鼻的品德 [00:52.95]I was supposed to die at birth
我在出生的那一刻就该死去 [00:54.39]Gave me a chance and I ****** it up give me another one
给予我一次机会 我搞砸一切 再给我另外一次机会 [00:56.68]Mm [00:56.96]I've been runnin' from
我一直在逃避 [00:58.18]Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em
我小时候就埋藏在心底的秘密 我永远无法面对 [01:00.68]I just called ma said I forgive her
我刚刚打电话跟妈妈说我原谅她了 [01:02.76]For not bein' there when I needed one
因为在我需要陪伴的时候 她没有在我身边 [01:06.56]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [01:10.46]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [01:14.19]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [01:18.02]I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手 [01:20.13]Who am I when the music stops
当音乐停止 我是何人 [01:22.02]And the character that I been playin'
一直以来我扮演的角色 [01:23.58]Is really just broken and ******* lost
只是支离破碎又迷茫无措的自己？ [01:25.83]I swear I've been tellin' you
我发誓我一次又一次 [01:26.95]Over and over again in all of these songs
在这些歌里向你诉说心声 [01:29.56]But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin'
但他们听不懂我写下的歌词 [01:31.10]'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off
因为他们忙着唾弃我 [01:33.16]And they go on and on and on
他们乐此不疲 [01:34.84]It's funny 'cause if we just sat and talked
真是可笑 如果我们坐下来好好聊天 [01:37.24]You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable
你会明白我变得脆弱不堪并非易事 [01:39.39]'Cause I blocked it off
因为我封闭自己的内心世界 [01:41.07]I got trust issues growin' up
我面临着信任危机 在成长过程中 [01:42.66]No one was there to hear what I thought
没有人愿意倾听我的想法 [01:44.79]My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid
当我和我的父亲吵架时 [01:46.63]When me and my father fought
我心碎一地 就像我小时候摔断肋骨一样 [01:48.69]Yeah [01:49.18]I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce
我在服用一种连我无法念出名字的药物 [01:51.86]But it's what the doctor gave me
但这是医生给我的药 [01:53.37]Rehab patient with a pen and some paper
我是接受康复治疗的病人 手里拿着笔和一些纸 [01:55.04]Mm [01:55.26]This psychiatrist keeps evaluating
这位心理医生不断地评估 [01:57.13]How can I live with the fact
在我们失去孩子以后 [01:58.35]That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby
我如何才能接受我的手无法抚摸她腹部的事实 [02:00.87]I don't got no one to turn to
我无依无靠 [02:02.34]'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me
因为在我的生命中所有想要抚养我长大的人已经离开人世 [02:05.13]Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am
四处寻觅着那个能够说出我真实面目的人 [02:07.27]I don't know when I look in the mirror
我不认识出现在镜子里的自己 [02:08.96]Constantly dreadin' the day
我总是害怕 [02:10.21]That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore
观众不再为我欢呼喝彩的那一天来临 [02:12.65]The feeling of dying alone
孤独终老的感觉 [02:13.94]And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear
以及无法留下任宝藏是我心中最大的恐惧 [02:16.52]Kiss the person that I love
亲吻我深爱的人 [02:17.74]As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door
好似我离开家门以后永远不会回来 [02:22.18]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:25.10]Feelin' like
感觉好像 [02:26.03]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:29.73]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:33.53]I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手 [02:36.66]Mm [02:37.45]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:40.23]Mm [02:41.09]I'm comin' back just let me go yeah
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:43.93]Mm [02:44.89]I'm comin' back just let me go
我准备回归 就让我离开吧 [02:47.69]Mm [02:48.64]I'm comin' back don't let me go
我准备回归 不要放开我的手