Understand (Explicit)-BoyWithUke

[ti:Understand (Explicit)] [ar:BoyWithUke] [al:Serotonin Dreams (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Understand (Explicit) - BoyWithUke
以下歌词翻译由微信翻译提供 [00:00.20]Lyrics by：BoyWithUke
Lyrics by：BoyWithUke [00:00.30]Composed by：BoyWithUke
Composed by：BoyWithUke [00:00.55]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手 [00:04.76]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人 [00:07.69] [00:09.54]And you knew I fell for you
你知道我为你倾心 [00:11.71]But you just broke my heart in two
可你让我的心支离破碎 [00:14.04]I was sad mad and broken on my bed
我伤心欲绝肝肠寸断 [00:16.77]Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head
希望我能摆脱脑海里所有的声音 [00:18.92]I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
我打开一包未加工的药 [00:21.15]When I was met with a prescription
当我看到一张处方 [00:22.32]Of a bullet made of lead
一颗铅制的子弹 [00:23.52]And when I woke up in an hour
一小时后我醒来 [00:24.71]In a pool of my own sweat
我汗流浃背 [00:25.88]I said I swear to God
我说我对天发誓 [00:26.92]I'll never even try to sleep again
我再也不会睡觉 [00:28.19]So instead I took my pen
于是我拿起笔 [00:29.19]And started writing evidence
开始写下证据 [00:30.36]And when I started making sense
当我开始讲道理时 [00:31.47]I found that I had reached the end
我发现我已经走到了终点 [00:32.78]Oh I'm upset I have no friends
我心烦意乱我没有朋友 [00:33.92]You wanna bet you're just pretend
你想打赌你只是在伪装 [00:35.00]You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
你不过是被禁锢在文字里的宠物 [00:36.83]You're not s**t
你一无是处 [00:37.61]I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways
我以为我不再做那种变态的事 [00:40.49]I swear I did
我发誓我做到了 [00:41.62]I said I'd talk to people
我说我会与人交谈 [00:43.43]'Bout the problematic life I lived
我的生活出了问题 [00:46.26]They were my neighbors razor blades
他们是我的邻居 [00:48.57]And different flavored pills I hit
我吞下各种口味的药片 [00:50.90]Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
因此我肯定是压垮我的最后一根稻草 [00:53.40]I'm so gassed stuck in the past I said that
我好兴奋沉浸在过去我说 [00:56.47]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手 [01:00.46]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人 [01:03.54] [01:05.49]And so far I never held you with my arms
到目前为止我从未用双臂抱过你 [01:08.17]So it's hard to be the one you aren't with
所以做一个没有你陪伴的人真的很难 [01:10.66]Instead filled with anxiety always was a part of me
反而充满焦虑一直是我的一部分 [01:14.01]Guess I'm not cut out to be
看来我不适合 [01:15.11]Somebody 'cause it's not me
因为那个人不是我 [01:16.15]I'm not used to all the talking
我还不习惯喋喋不休 [01:17.23]Was an introvert that had converted feelings into writing
是个内向的人把感情变成了文字 [01:19.14]Used to cope with all my problems using notes
我曾经用笔记来解决所有问题 [01:20.99]And lots of rhyming
还有许多韵律 [01:21.81]Used to hope for better days
曾经希望过上好日子 [01:22.83]Whenever nights would have me crying
每当夜晚让我伤心落泪 [01:24.23]I'm not lying when I say that
我说的话没有骗人 [01:25.38]I would rather die than go back
我宁愿死也不愿回头 [01:26.71]To the times I would try
我会竭尽全力 [01:27.70]And be the guy the people know
成为人们熟知的那个人 [01:29.05]As always fighting with
一如往常 [01:29.89]The demons hiding far behind my eyelids
恶魔藏在我的眼皮底下 [01:31.28]On an island full of violence in my head
在我脑海里充满暴力的海岛上 [01:32.75]I had two pilots
我有两个飞行员 [01:33.77]Oh the sun don't shine and skies turn grey
阳光不再闪耀天空乌云密布 [01:36.65]I feel it coursing through my veins
我感觉它在我的血液里流淌 [01:38.86]I've said before I'm not okay
我以前说过我不好 [01:41.22]But you don't listen anyway
可你就是不听 [01:43.28]You know I tried you turned away
你知道我尽力了你却转身离去 [01:45.67]You straight-up lied right to my face
你当着我的面撒谎 [01:47.96]You f**ked my life ruined my day
你毁了我的人生毁掉了我美好的一天 [01:50.49]But you don't know so I'll say
但你不知道所以我会说 [01:52.15] [01:52.74]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
什么都无法填补这份沉默谁都无法像我这样深爱着你 [01:57.30]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你撒谎这不公平你依然否认 [02:01.13]So I'll say
所以我会说 [02:01.84]Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did
什么都无法填补这份沉默谁都无法像我这样深爱着你 [02:06.57]Nobody cares you lied it's not fair you still deny it
没人在乎你撒谎这不公平你依然否认 [02:10.38]So I'll say
所以我会说 [02:11.23]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手 [02:15.18]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人 [02:18.03] [02:20.02]And too bad I know I can't wake up
糟糕的是我知道我无法醒来 [02:22.29]Because I lost my way
因为我迷失了方向 [02:23.30]And you don't give a f**k about me
你根本不在乎我 [02:25.61]This could be a dream
这可能是一场梦 [02:26.92]I can't see the things that you see so please oh
我看不到你眼中所见所以拜托了 [02:29.70]Girl I hope you understand I wanted to hold your hand
女孩我希望你明白我想牵着你的手 [02:33.75]But I can't wanted to be your man back then
可我当时不想做你的男人 [02:36.71] [02:38.63]And you had known and played along
你早就知道了也一直配合着我 [02:40.92]You were my home I wrote you songs
你曾是我的港湾我为你写歌 [02:43.15]Now you're dead to me effectively
现在你对我来说已经死了 [02:45.66]Removed yourself outside my dreams
让自己远离我的梦想