what i wanted-SMRTDEATH

i chase the same thing can’t trust myself don’t know what i want then i’m in the same place & it’s not what i wanted i’m too patient these days or maybe im just not using my time right back to my same ways & it’s not wanted at all i can never tell when somethings going wrong they told me that my problems are not everyone’s but anything u need i’ll try n get it done though i feel like they got me in a hit & run i love that i’m so frustrated i hate that i cannot say it i love that im always breaking i hate this bed but i’m the one who made it i chase the same thing can’t trust myself don’t know what i want then i’m in the same place & it’s not what i wanted i’m too patient these days or maybe im just not using my time right back to my same ways & it’s not wanted at all i can never tell when somethings going right how i feel is something i just throw aside am i looking for something to feel more alive or am i scared do i just want a place to hide i love that i’m so complacent i hate that i’m always faded i love that i’m on ur playlist i hate this bed but i’m the one who made it i chase the same thing can’t trust myself don’t know what i want then i’m in the same place & it’s not what i wanted i’m too patient these days or maybe im just not using my time right back to my same ways & it’s not wanted at all this is not how i wanna feel time pass but i know that always ends up like that this is not how i wanna feel time pass every days another moment that i’m sidetracked i chase the same thing can’t trust myself don’t know what i want then i’m in the same place & it’s not what i wanted i’m too patient these days or maybe im just not using my time right back to my same ways & it’s not wanted at all