Wanna Be Myself (Explicit)-G-Eazy

[ti:Wanna Be Myself (Explicit)] [ar:G-Eazy] [al:These Things Happen Too (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Wanna Be Myself (Explicit) - G-Eazy [00:04.00]Lyrics by：Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan [00:08.00]Composed by：Gerald Gillum/Donald Paton/Larry Gashi/Kossisko Konan [00:12.00]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [00:18.20]I forgot how to be myself [00:21.88]I just really miss myself [00:24.58]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [00:30.46]Yeah [00:30.86]I forgot how to be myself [00:33.67]Uh [00:34.30]I just really miss myself [00:36.27]Somebody asked me yeah [00:37.55]Somebody asked me "What do you have outside of music that really makes you happy" [00:41.67]I thought about it and I ain't have no answer [00:43.90]I started this s**t ten years ago it was just me and my manager [00:47.03]On the road doin' any shows we was fillin' up this calendar [00:50.34]But Matty's married now and it's a whole 'nother chapter [00:53.36]While I'm in Gerryland I'm still here wildin' as a bachelor [00:56.49]Woke up next to a stranger what's her name [00:58.51]I had to ask her [00:59.63]She prolly thinks I got it all but it's pain behind this laughter [01:02.77]Hungover the mornin' after close my drapes make it blackout [01:06.05]Tryna put the pieces together from last night when I blacked out [01:09.07]On LSD had a convo with my brother it brought a lot up [01:12.11]See I don't ever take the uniform off and now I'm clocked out [01:15.06]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [01:20.89]I forgot how to be myself [01:23.54] [01:24.76]I just really miss myself [01:27.18]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [01:33.50]I forgot how to be myself yeah [01:37.03]I just really miss myself [01:38.91]Yeah [01:39.79]Comin' down in my room all alone listenin' to Mac [01:42.81]Last time he text me I was f**ked up forgot didn't hit him back [01:45.85]Wish I could have spoken up man I just want my brother back [01:49.00]But I mean who am I to talk bro [01:50.83]I'm still livin' like that [01:52.34]They'll never understand what it's like to be a artist [01:55.34]Make some s**t I don't feel yes men tell me it's the hardest [01:58.32]They just wanna keep their jobs stay on my good side keep their office [02:01.52]Keep us on the road and no commission or the profits [02:04.72]Now everything is peachy and yeah I feel Avici [02:07.87]Fifty thousand watchin' me but I swear don't nobody see me [02:10.99]But it's rich people problems it's stamps all in my passport [02:14.19]My mama tellin' me that "This is everything you asked for" [02:17.32]What you want [02:17.78]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [02:23.66]I forgot how to be myself [02:26.49]How to be myself [02:27.40]I just really miss myself [02:29.37]Great mind great mind [02:30.32]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [02:36.29]I forgot how to be myself yeah [02:39.77]I just really miss myself [02:42.57]My anxiety increases the higher that I climb [02:45.62]I thought this s**t would get easier easier with time [02:48.76]I'm happy in my mind but at least I tell myself that [02:52.01]Guess I'm damaged goods I cannot help that [02:55.26]D**gs take the edge off hide inside my comfort zone [02:58.42]Different girl every night but worry I'ma die alone [03:01.50]Me against the world can't decide now what side I'm on [03:04.59]Miss my family but act like I can't even dial a phone [03:07.74]Cheated on my girl I felt like s**t and then I sped off [03:10.64]Crept in the crib quiet shower took my wide cell off [03:13.81]She woke up grab my d**k I couldn't help it had to get off [03:16.98]And if she gave me head felt like I wanna blow my head off [03:20.09]Think everybody cheats everybody will [03:23.49]Everybody leaves but these d**gs never will [03:26.35]I know that sounds f**ked up but in the end it's real [03:29.33]'Til I'm lost on a bender askin' myself can I chill [03:32.57]This scale here will measure five hundred pounds of pressure [03:35.62]The only thing to alleviate it is a stash in the dresser [03:38.87]Illuminate my ugly you really sure you love me [03:42.11]You deserve to know the truth decide now what you think of me [03:45.19]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [03:51.57]I forgot how to be myself [03:55.23]I just really miss myself [03:57.89]I just wanna do these d**gs tonight 'cause I just wanna be myself [04:04.02]I forgot how to be myself yeah [04:07.65]I just really miss myself