I Don't Wanna-Crypt

[ti:I Don't Wanna] [ar:Crypt] [al:Buried Alive (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.24]I Don't Wanna - Crypt [00:00.81]Lyrics by：Cord Glass [00:01.42]Composed by：Cord Glass [00:02.06] [00:13.97]I don't wanna shop for no black slacks [00:15.71]I don't wanna shop for no dress shoes [00:17.39]I don't wanna shop for a black tie [00:19.14]I don't wanna shop for a black suit [00:20.99]I don't wanna hear a bunch of phone calls [00:22.76]I don't wanna hear a sorry for your loss [00:24.53]I don't wanna see a bunch of people contact me [00:26.50]Actin' like they even cared at all [00:28.05]I don't wanna see a bunch of RIPs [00:29.85]Fillin' up another Facebook feed [00:31.57]I don't wanna another text from a fake friend [00:33.65]Sayin' that they're thinkin' of me [00:35.10]I don't want my name in no newspaper [00:36.88]I don't wanna meet another caretaker [00:38.59]I don't want another conversation with someone [00:40.63]That's tellin' me that God's plan is greater [00:42.27]I don't want another three-day event [00:43.91]I don't want no more sadness to bade in [00:45.71]I don't want another body to identify [00:47.61]On the table that is stainless [00:49.17]I don't want another plot I have to pick [00:51.02]I don't want another hearse I have to rent [00:52.67]I don't want another verse from the Bible [00:54.56]That the pastor keeps drillin' inside of my head [00:56.43]I don't want another visitation to attend [00:58.18]Waitin' for the service to begin [00:59.75]Knowin' half that audience is only there to give [01:01.79]A wreath and leave in a three-day weekend [01:03.43]I don't wanna have to have another flower [01:05.03]That is pinned to my chest for the moment [01:06.52]Knowin' that I have to place [01:07.52]It on the blanket of the casket [01:08.81]As we take it to the grave to lower [01:10.50]I don't wanna be another pallbearer [01:12.21]I don't wanna see my father fall in tears [01:13.97]I don't wanna smell the fragrance of the flowers [01:15.73]At the funeral home as I bow in prayer [01:17.45]I don't want another front row seat [01:19.16]I don't wanna hear another eulogy [01:20.90]I don't wanna listen to the pastor tell me stories [01:22.87]Of the person right in front of me [01:24.52]I don't wanna touch another cold hand [01:26.23]I don't wanna say that I don't understand [01:28.03]I don't wanna hear that that's the shell of the person [01:29.91]I once loved on a casket stand [01:31.65]I don't wanna see a bunch of old pictures [01:33.65]Reminiscin' on the times I'm missin' [01:35.34]Lookin' around through these watery eyes [01:36.97]For a tissue to stop them from drippin' [01:38.30]I don't wanna have to listen to another sermon [01:40.32]I can't pay attention 'cause my heart is hurtin' [01:42.21]Knowin' that I'll never ever see them again [01:43.99]And this pain that I have is eternal [01:45.68]I don't wanna hear another organ play [01:47.48]Another sad song like Amazing Grace [01:49.18]Or go rest high on that Mountain [01:50.66]While I'm shoutin' [01:51.38]Asking why He couldn't let 'em stay [01:53.04]I don't wanna lock arms with my older brother [01:54.89]Standin' over 'top a corpse [01:55.67] [01:56.25]I don't wanna say no more last words [01:57.97]As they close the casket door [01:59.01] [01:59.85]I don't wanna feel the dead weight in my hands [02:01.63]As we pick up the body on the count of three [02:03.64]Knowin' that the person that I loved [02:05.09]My entire life is lyin' next to me [02:06.94]I don't wanna load another loved one up [02:08.73]I don't want another purple flag in my truck [02:10.48]I don't want another funeral procession [02:12.17]Drivin' through the town messin' traffic up [02:13.93]I don't wanna make another right turn [02:15.44] [02:15.98]Goin' through the cemetery gates [02:17.25] [02:17.81]Only seein' just a handful [02:19.16]Of my family members show up at the wake [02:20.99]I don't wanna have to pull another casket [02:22.71]From the back of the hearse [02:23.82]As I'm fightin' back cryin' [02:24.68]And carry it right to the burial sight [02:26.34]And then sit at the side while everyone is silent [02:28.25]And watch as they drop the casket in the ground [02:30.11]Slowly now to six feet down [02:31.71]And look around as we all cry [02:33.41]And we all say our final goodbyes [02:35.15]I don't wanna watch 'em pour the dirt on [02:36.91]I don't wanna accept that they're really gone [02:38.69]I don't wanna forget that they ever existed [02:40.52]Actin' like my life'll continue on [02:42.27]I don't wanna see the time go fast [02:43.88]And watch the straw on their [02:44.79]Graves start to grow into grass [02:45.92]Slowly thinkin' less and less about them [02:47.55]While they lay alone under a stone plaque [02:49.28]I just sayin' that I need some answers [02:50.69] [02:51.21]Somethin' that can make some sense of this [02:53.01]Somethin' that can put my mind at ease [02:54.76]Somethin' that gives me a reason to live [02:56.27]Until then I'm just out here a ghost [02:57.66] [02:58.44]Steady lookin' for my faith [02:59.32] [03:00.05]Forever searchin' for my soul [03:01.00] [03:01.55]But I feel like I'm walkin' in place