what if i never make it?-nobody likes you pat

I′ve been writing songs for TV shows The money never lasts And the feeling goes away I can hear a weird, small, silent voice That says I'll never cut through all the noise And yeah, I think I′m starting to believe it What if all the things I want weren't meant for me Maybe a more pretty life's not meant to be What if I never make it What if I never make a name for myself Was it ever even worth trying Is there somewhere even worth finding What if I never make it The show is ending and the lights are going down But there′s no one in the crowd tonight So, I′ll keep singing for myself, alright, yeah I guess I could find another job That pays a hell of a lot better than these stupid songs Yeah, sometimes I hate them Maybe I would fit in with my friends We could talk about our stocks and dividends, yeah Or whatever you call them What if all the things I want weren't meant for me When I′m finally gone will anyone remember me What if I never make it What if I never make a name for myself Was it ever even worth trying Is there somewhere even worth finding What if I never make it The show is ending and the lights are going down But there's no one in the crowd tonight So, I′ll keep singing for myself, alright, yeah I know that I have said this A million times before But maybe my mistake is Thinking that I need more What if I never make a name for myself Is it worth trying I hope it's worth trying What if I never make it The show is ending and the lights are going down But there′s no one in the crowd tonight So, I'll keep singing for myself, alright Singing for myself, yeah Singing for myself Hope I make it, right Singing for myself, yeah