Pain Shopping (Explicit)-grandson

[ti:Pain Shopping (Explicit)] [ar:Grandson] [al:Death Of An Optimist (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Pain Shopping (Explicit) - grandson [00:07.26]Lyrics by：Jordan Benjamin/Kevin Hissink/Chester Krupa Carbone/Daniel Ledinsky [00:14.52]Depression on sale for a limited time [00:17.95]You can get it in person or get it online [00:22.00]Half of us on a prescription yeah [00:25.67]We tryna feed an addiction yeah [00:29.24]I just wanna f**k my hand up through the wall [00:32.38]I need help no one there to stand up when I call [00:36.16]By myself they just tell me man up what's the use [00:39.83]So I'm driving to the store looking for some excuse [00:43.49]I'm pain shopping [00:46.98] [00:47.49]Looking for the proof that I'm still alive [00:50.50]I wanna feel something [00:54.53]'Cause all that I got all-all that I got is [00:58.32]Nothing nothing nothing [01:01.33]I feel nothing nothing nothing [01:04.46] [01:05.00]I feel nothing nothing [01:09.13]'Cause all that I got all-all that I got is [01:12.94] [01:13.80]This s**t is supply and demand yeah [01:16.83] [01:17.53]I'm just tryna buy what I can yeah [01:20.69]By the time that I find it's a scam [01:23.87]I been getting high by the gram Godd**n uh [01:27.46]I just need a f**king way out 'cause it's colder [01:30.80]I'm feeling all this pressure it's a weight on my shoulder [01:34.40]I thought that it would all be great when I'm older [01:38.10]I crush this s**t up in my molars full disclosure [01:41.68]I'm pain shopping [01:45.66]Looking for the proof that I'm still alive [01:48.63]I wanna feel something [01:52.78]'Cause all that I got all-all that I got is [01:56.50]Nothing nothing nothing [01:59.51]I feel nothing nothing nothing [02:03.14]I feel nothing nothing [02:07.31]'Cause all that I got all-all that I got is [02:11.04]Never mind my heavy mind [02:14.57]I'll get in line I'll get behind [02:18.33]And every time I said I'm fine I said I'm fine [02:21.75]Whatever I meant never mind [02:25.06] [02:25.65]Never mind my heavy mind [02:29.06]I'll get in line I'll get behind [02:32.70]And every time I said I'm fine [02:36.32]Whatever I meant ye ye yeah [02:43.10] [02:54.75]Pain shopping [02:57.95] [03:01.91]Pain shopping