糜-王恩信Est/周芷璇NowhY

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V2.0_20200810] [offset:0] [00:00.00]编曲：TanX [00:03.95]混音：TanX [00:07.90]母带：TanX [00:11.85]已经忘了熬了几个通宵进行思想斗争 [00:14.76]究竟如何选择内心哪个声音值得去听 [00:17.43]可是决定之后自己是否真的能够做到 [00:20.46]总是逃避现实幻想生活能够出现救星 [00:23.82]就这样每天瘫软在家里的老式沙发上 [00:26.64]蜷缩在角落抱着酒瓶从天黑到天亮 [00:29.79]只有这样才能控制大脑进行思考 [00:32.43]也只有在这个小空间才没有别人打扰 [00:35.61]逐渐迷恋上这种状态 [00:37.71]体会着肆意糜烂的畅快 [00:39.96]这种感觉就像在 [00:41.61]站在悬崖边对死亡进行试探 [00:44.40]看匕首撕裂后这伤口几时才能溃烂 [00:47.25]像个罪犯或是醉汉都一样 [00:49.74]降生在这个世界就从来有没感受到被爱 [00:52.68]也从不配爱 [00:53.82]受够了被人冷落像异类般对待 [00:56.07]不甘于平凡的溃败 [00:57.39]孤身一人从未被许诺过沮丧时会在 [00:59.64]人格仿佛在分裂一切都如此的真切 [01:02.67]愈发疯狂和燥虑在一个又一个深夜 [01:05.28]又有谁能真的听见我心里最深处的怒吼 [01:08.46]徘徊在堕落的最边缘 [01:09.93]却没一个让我助手 [01:12.33]I never been awake [01:15.33]I never go to sleep [01:18.33]I want to try again [01:20.76]I don't want to die [01:24.30]I never been awake [01:27.39]I never go to sleep [01:30.33]I want to try again [01:32.61]I don't want to die [01:36.36]Darkness gives me eyes [01:39.30]I use it to see the whole world [01:42.30]I enjoy loneliness [01:45.15]So I couldn't sleep all night [01:48.33]I'm falling down [01:51.33]I'm falling down [01:54.36]I'm falling down [01:57.39]I'm falling down [02:00.48]: [02:00.57]几近疯狂当猩红映入双眼 [02:02.85]撕裂胸膛用欲望进行装点 [02:06.33]抛开尊严跪在金钱面前 [02:08.82]仅仅只为了在人群更加抢眼 [02:12.21]于是我选择更卖力的表演 [02:14.91]仿佛是一场勇敢者的冒险 [02:17.49]当品尝到蜂蜜之后变得愈发激进 [02:20.43]仅仅只为了头顶上的光环更加耀眼 [02:24.18]这难道就是我所追求的一切 [02:26.85]目的只为了引起更多的注意 [02:29.49]这值得骄傲吗我甚至都不曾思考 [02:32.46]能给她她要的不再担忧如何吃饱 [02:35.58]可我是否早已被现实麻痹 [02:38.16]甚至真实的自己早在多年前死去 [02:41.46]当心中最后一团烈火也燃烧殆尽 [02:44.43]如果是这样的话那我又该往哪去 [02:48.81]我常常问我自己 [02:50.37]这是否就是我想要的结果 [02:52.77]我究竟是得到了还是失去了 [02:55.17]我无法看得清楚也变得愈发迷茫 [02:58.89]我无法把这一切归功于谁 [03:01.02]或是迁怒于谁 [03:02.85]对周围一切事物的感情 [03:04.44]都变得不再像以往般强烈 [03:06.75]但是我不想就此沉沦 [03:09.33]可我又应当如何走出来 [03:12.33]I never been awake [03:15.33]I never go to sleep [03:18.33]I want to try again [03:21.36]I don't want to die [03:24.30]I never been awake [03:27.36]I never go to sleep [03:30.27]I want to try again [03:32.61]I don't want to die [03:36.33]Darkness gives me eyes [03:39.30]I use it to see the whole world [03:42.33]I enjoy loneliness [03:45.21]So I couldn't sleep all night [03:48.33]I'm falling down [03:51.33]I'm falling down [03:54.33]I'm falling down [03:57.36]I'm falling down