PTSD (Explicit)-Young Hysan

[ti:PTSD] [ar:Young Hysan] [al:PTSD (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]PTSD (Explicit) - Young Hysan [00:03.47]Lyrics by：Young Hysan [00:06.95]Composed by：Young Hysan [00:10.42]Can't find no peace of mind [00:11.53]Can't even sleep if I tried [00:12.82]These demons creep through my mind everyday [00:15.18]I'm paranoid and I'm tired [00:16.60]Can't leave the street s**t behind me [00:17.83]This PTSD remind me everyday [00:20.24]Can't find no peace of mind [00:21.48]I seek relief from these highs [00:22.64]The sweet release from what's hiding in my brain yeah [00:26.22]Feeling like I can't be saved [00:28.09] [00:29.27]I'm just trying to run away yeah [00:32.06]I'm just trying to run away [00:35.71]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [00:37.90] [00:38.46]I feel like I can't be saved [00:40.39]I'm just trying to run away [00:41.95] [00:42.81]I'm just trying to run away [00:45.67]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [00:48.30]Self e side but a light it up [00:49.91]Can't find no peace of mind [00:51.31]Can't leave these streets if I tried [00:52.33]No TV screen this s**t live where I stay [00:54.73]Smoke streaming through the sky [00:56.11]Police shooting at toddlers [00:57.38]People freaking when sirens on the way [00:59.80]I tried I really tried [01:01.02]These kids really be dying [01:02.38]Still you rather scrutinize what I'm saying [01:04.61]You rather focus on a line [01:05.96]And twist it to speak these lies [01:07.23]Acting like the f**king 9 on my case [01:09.38]Came up outta trenches [01:10.19]I been keeping that aggression [01:11.53]'Cause there ain't no code of ethics [01:12.73]They just wanna see me go down [01:14.32]Call in crowd control [01:15.16]'Cause every show we do a full house [01:16.83]God made me his vessel [01:17.66]I can't ever sell my soul [01:18.97]Yeah the real recognise the real [01:20.22]OG's bumping my s**t they feel me [01:21.66]Them labels fight for deals [01:22.60]They know last summer I made a milli [01:24.09]They tryna steal my style [01:25.04]I know your pain don't come from the field [01:26.76]Real pain the type to never heal [01:28.13] [01:28.73]I'm just trying to run away yeah [01:31.05] [01:31.73]I'm just trying to run away [01:35.05]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [01:37.26] [01:37.80]I feel like I can't be saved [01:39.74]I'm just trying to run away [01:41.33] [01:42.29]I'm just trying to run away [01:45.03]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [01:47.13] [01:48.18]God I hate being stuck going back to the dirt [01:50.57]Everyday somebody test me for my capital worth [01:53.03]Said they out to catch me lacking [01:54.27]So we catching 'em first [01:55.52]Stomp they a*s out on the curb [01:56.70]'Cause they don't learn until they back with the nurse aye [01:58.90] [01:59.80]God I'm tried to stay out of the violence [02:01.87]I promised I would better myself [02:03.42]Promised momma that I was done [02:04.69]Yeah I said it myself [02:06.00]Suspended sentence above my head [02:07.02]I ain't tryna end up in jail [02:08.46]So I can't trip over this [02:09.47]Bulls**t they be starting over pride [02:11.07]Just to spend 25 in the pen by myself [02:13.35]God I swear these streets could never prevail [02:14.98] [02:15.66]But after all I done [02:16.39]I still can't get myself out the field [02:19.03]Can't find no peace of mind [02:20.45]Can't even sleep if I tried [02:21.37]These demons creep through my mind everyday [02:23.89]I'm paranoid and I'm tired [02:25.20]Can't leave the street s**t behind me [02:26.42]This PTSD remind me everyday [02:28.74]Can't find no peace of mind [02:30.02]I seek relief from these highs [02:31.30]The sweet release from what's hiding in my brain yeah [02:34.95]Feeling like I can't be saved [02:36.69] [02:37.75]I'm just trying to run away yeah [02:40.29] [02:40.96]I'm just trying to run away [02:44.36]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [02:46.58] [02:47.10]I feel like I can't be saved [02:49.04]I'm just trying to run away [02:50.64] [02:51.55]I'm just trying to run away [02:54.33]'Cause I feel like I can't be saved [02:56.49] [02:57.04]I feel like I can't be saved