JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)-Dax

[ti:JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)] [ar:Dax] [al:JOKER RETURNS (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]JOKER RETURNS (Explicit) - Dax
以下歌词翻译由微信翻译+文曲大模型提供 [00:00.11]Lyrics by：Daniel Nwosu [00:00.22]Composed by：Daniel Nwosu [00:00.34]Laxman [00:01.56]I'm sick but I already told you that's once
我生病了但我已经告诉过你那一次 [00:03.52]That blood you saw last time wasn't fake it's real
那血迹，上次的，不是模拟的，是真实的 [00:05.74]I do my own stunts
我自行承担风险 [00:06.72]That gun had bullets I just got lucky
那枪曾装有子弹，我只是幸运地躲过 [00:08.39]I play Russian roulette for fun
为寻刺激，玩转生死轮 [00:09.82]That knife was trash I got it replaced it
那破刀我早扔了，换新的了 [00:11.76]Didn't cut deep it was too blunt
刀锋不利，伤口不深 [00:13.12]That girls still here she's sucking my dick
那女孩还在，关系却不太健康 [00:14.69]I might of been wrong she may be the one
或许我错了，她才是我的命中注定 [00:16.51]We're not in love but in 2021
我们并非真爱，只是跟风2021 [00:17.64]I'm going to let her have my son
我要让她为我生儿育女 [00:19.52]So we can post and fake happy
在社交媒体上强颜欢笑 [00:21.03]While our real lives come undone
当我们真实的生活瓦解时 [00:22.41]And stay home and watch re-runs
只能窝在家里重复单调 [00:24.10]But I don't want your sympathy
但我不想要你的同情 [00:26.66]F**k your help
不需要你假惺惺 [00:27.99]Everyone's and expert on everyone else
世人总是急于评判他人 [00:29.77]Except their f**king selves
除了自己一塌糊涂 [00:31.19]Last time that I made a song
上一次我做歌的时候 [00:32.48]I left a lot of s**t on that shelf
我将许多心事搁置 [00:33.95]'Cause I know you're to weak
因为我知道你太软弱 [00:35.16]To hear the truth or care about how I felt
愿闻真相，或是关心我心情 [00:37.14]And oh hi comment section
大家好评论区 [00:39.86]Did you know your words describe you
你知道吗你的言语描述了你 [00:41.62]And not me and bounce back
与我无关，你应重振旗鼓 [00:42.91]'Cause in life we project our insecurities
因为在生活中我们投射自己的不安全感 [00:45.47]On people we wish we could be
投射于我们希望成为的人身上 [00:47.08]While blinded by the fact that
被现实蒙蔽了双眼 [00:48.49]We're our own biggest and worst enemies
我们是自己最大的敌人 [00:50.94]Yeah [00:51.37]You don't know me you knew me
你不再了解我，曾经你很了解我 [00:52.58]You thought joker was a joke
竟把我当作笑话 [00:53.94]That s**ts my life this ain't no movie
这就是老子的生活，这可不是电影 [00:55.51]You torment me and you abuse me
你摧残我，又凌虐我 [00:57.04]Haunt me chase me and amuse me
如影随形，纠缠不休，戏弄取笑 [00:58.69]I'm at war inside my mind my ops
我心内战事不断 [01:00.49]Are black they hide at night
它们隐匿于黑夜中 [01:01.84]Like I'm playing call of duty
就像我在玩射击游戏 [01:03.32]I'm depressed but cancel culture
我感到沮丧，但我不会让它阻止我 [01:05.17]Causes me to say that loosely
让我不经意间就说出了 [01:06.49]Why do you Judge if your not Judy
何不先审视自己，再下判断 [01:08.05]You ain't my friend you're dead to me
你不再是我的朋友，对我来说你已经死了 [01:09.51]After what you've done I feel like uzi
你做的事让我觉得像是在射击 [01:11.09]I'm done dealing with these Groupies
我已经厌倦了这些狐朋狗友 [01:12.65]When they see me they sea food I feel like sushi
他们见我如猎物，我似寿司般自在 [01:15.80]Oh it's funny right 'cause it's not happening to you
哦，这很有趣对吧？因为这没发生在你身上。 [01:18.38]I wear a size 13 men's
我穿的是13号男鞋 [01:19.66]There's no d**n way you could walk in my shoes
你绝对无法体会我的感受 [01:21.48]Take this pain and do what I do
承受痛苦做我该做的事 [01:22.92]While making songs that people use
创作人们常用的歌曲 [01:24.43]To get through s**t I can't get through
去战胜我无法逾越的苦痛 [01:25.99]While they laugh hate destroy
他们戏谑、憎恨、摧毁时 [01:27.67]And constantly ridicule
忍受着持续嘲讽 [01:28.58]You guys are pitiful
你们真可悲 [01:29.30]You take my words and you twist them
而你们却曲解我的言辞 [01:30.69]That's why I don't want to do interviews
这就是为什么我不想做采访 [01:31.96]I told my mom I was suicidal
曾对母亲言，我欲寻短见 [01:33.01]And she cried and then screamed
她哭了又叫 [01:33.94]What the he'll has got into you
你到底怎么了 [01:35.07]I don't know mom maybe those people who laugh
我不知道，妈妈，也许那些嘲笑我的人是原因 [01:36.59]Hate spin the truth
仇恨扭曲真相 [01:37.62]And pray you fail
他们巴不得你失败 [01:38.62]And once you do ha ha ha ha ha
一旦你失败，他们就会嘲笑着你哈哈大笑 [01:40.34]They start kicking you
他们开始将你欺凌 [01:41.17]F**k they tried to put try me in a hospital bed
该死，他们甚至想把我逼疯，关进病院里 [01:43.49]Diagnose me and stuff me with meds
诊断我，强塞我药 [01:44.71]All it ever did was f**k up my head
只留下满头雾水 [01:46.39]They Anti depress you
他们抗抑郁，却让你更依赖 [01:47.88]Until you're depressed again
直至再次抑郁 [01:49.31]And then you depend on the pills
然后对药片产生依赖 [01:50.99]That made you independent
曾让你感到无拘无束 [01:52.66]What a shame
多么可惜 [01:54.24]I'm stuck in a cycle
我困在循环中 [01:55.83]I'm the hero villain traitor and somebody else's idol
我是英雄，反派，叛徒，还是他人心中的偶像 [01:58.40]I make songs about my broken heart and about Bible
我谱写情歌 述说心中的痛 与圣经的故事 [02:01.88]If you feel depressed or wanna kill yourself I'm not liable
若你感到沮丧或想自杀，我不承担责任 [02:05.12]Let me clarify and get this straight
让我澄清一下直说吧 [02:06.83]I make songs that no one else can make
我创作的歌无人能及 [02:08.76]That millions love 'cause they relate
百万喜爱因共鸣起 [02:10.26]Then get half the recognition but twice the hate
得誉少于半，非议却加倍 [02:12.90]Then Reinvest and do it all again
再投资，从头再来 [02:14.64]At a quicker speed than anyone driving in my lane
比任何人都更快地成功 [02:17.70]Then I smile and wave work and slave
于是我保持微笑，努力不懈 [02:19.78]Talk to my fans everyday
每天都和我的粉丝聊天 [02:21.12]While you troll and only take breaks
而你只知上网游荡，稍作休憩 [02:22.77]To take a s**t or masturbate
只会上厕所或者自慰 [02:24.35]Then claim my life's a piece of cake
他们却宣称我的生活轻而易举 [02:26.23]Like you could somehow do it even though
仿佛你有能耐，克服万难 [02:27.66]We know you wouldn't 'cause
我们知道你不会因为 [02:29.07]You're to God d**n afraid
你却惧怕不已 [02:30.89]Don't even join my circus
别来我的马戏团 [02:31.88]This time I'm not in the mood
这次我心情不好 [02:33.27]Go listen to that mainstream music
去听那些流行乐曲 [02:34.58]Or whatever you friends think is cool
或者你朋友觉得酷炫的东西 [02:36.17]I'll sit here and play the fool while you drool
我将坐在这里扮演傻瓜，而你们却满嘴垢水 [02:38.40]And drown inside my tears that fill Olympic pools
悲伤无法自拔，泪水盈满泳池 [02:40.87]Even Michael Phelps couldn't endure Furthermore
连迈克尔·菲尔普斯都无法忍受 [02:43.73]I'm tired of drinking and waking up on the floor
我厌倦了喝酒醒来时躺在地上 [02:45.61]Tired of living a life I cannot afford
厌倦了入不敷出的日子 [02:47.01]Tired of living my life for people who never saw me
厌倦了迎合不懂欣赏的人 [02:48.52]As equal who hate me and just try to ignore
对我恨之入骨对我视而不见 [02:50.19]No more it's war I'm evening this score
不再受制于人，我要扳回一城 [02:52.05]Killing everyone that walks through that doors
将每个踏入此门者斩杀殆尽 [02:53.63]And tells me I need wings to soar
说我需展翅翱翔 [02:55.31]So let me take the knife the gun
就让我握紧刀枪 [02:57.22]And stop pointing them at myself
别再伤害自己 [02:58.35]I've hurt enough it's time for you
伤痕累累，轮到你了 [03:00.22]To feel it along everyone else
去感受他人的痛 [03:01.50]Society needs sobriety
世人需要清醒与理智 [03:02.67]We put people down for notoriety
为声名诋毁他人 [03:03.91]Love in public but destroy them privately
人前恩爱背后摧毁 [03:05.53]Adding creating anxiety
更添焦虑 [03:06.83]Then we want love and don't get it oh the irony
渴求爱意，却求而不得，讽刺至极 [03:09.19]This was a poem I wrote in my diary
这是我写在日记里的一首诗 [03:10.74]Fighting demons deep inside of me
与内心的恶魔战斗 [03:11.78]I feel alone yet I'm constantly fighting
我感到孤独却仍在努力战斗 [03:12.99]For privacy seeking truth
为求真相，守护隐私 [03:13.67]While everyone I know lies to me
尽管我周围的人都在欺骗我 [03:15.03]It's ironic 'cause people who knew me
反讽的是，那些认识我的人 [03:16.39]The best didn't support me
最亲密的人并未给予支持 [03:17.29]Until I finally made it now
直至我最终成功 [03:18.52]They wanna fake it and act like they love me
他们只想伪装深情 [03:20.41]They don't even like me
他们甚至不喜欢我 [03:21.54]You ain't slick
你不够聪明 [03:22.23]I remember the day dude f**ked my b***h
记得那一天，那家伙抢走了我的她 [03:23.73]I remember rejection after rejection
我铭记一次次的拒绝 [03:25.38]And going home wanting to slit my wrists
归家时我几欲割腕 [03:26.88]I remember that coach who said I wasn't s**t
我记得那个说我不行的教练 [03:28.50]Then took my f**king scholarship
还夺走了我那该死的奖学金 [03:29.77]And all those kids who used
所有的孩子 [03:31.07]To bully me because I didn't fit in
欺负我，因为我不合群 [03:33.10]How does it feel
感觉如何 [03:34.77]When you see me now
当你看到我 [03:36.25]They say if you're alone
他们说如果你独自一人 [03:37.38]And fall it doesn't make a sound
即使坠落也无声无息 [03:39.18]What goes up must come down
起起落落是常情 [03:41.40]Unless you get a knife
除非你挥刀改变 [03:43.38]And cut a smile so you never frown
刻出笑颜，从此不再皱眉