Going Through Changes (Explicit)-Eminem

[ti:] [ar:] [al:] [by:时间戳工具V1.0_20200505] [offset:0] [00:05.65]I'm going through changes [00:11.98] [00:13.98]I'm going through changes [00:17.97] [00:20.55]Lately I really [00:21.74]Feel like I'm rollin'for delf like Philly [00:24.39]Feel like I'm losin'control of myself I sincerely [00:27.15]Apologize if all that I sound like [00:29.61]Is I'm complainin'but life keeps on complicatin'and [00:32.52]I'm debatin'on leavin'this world this evenin' [00:34.91]Even my girls can see I'm grievin'I try and hide it [00:37.79]But I can't why do I act like I'm all high and mighty [00:40.61]When inside I'm dyin'I am finally realizin'I need [00:43.66]Help can't do it myself too weak [00:46.03]Two weeks I've been havin'ups and downs goin'through peaks [00:48.79]And valleys dillydallyin''round with the idea [00:51.75]Of endin'this s**t right here I'm hatin'my reflection [00:55.13]I walk around the house tryna fight mirrors [00:57.38]I can't stand what I look like yeah [00:59.55]I look fat but what do I care I give a f**k [01:02.39]Only thing I fear's Hailie I'm afraid if I close my eyes [01:05.48]That I might see her s**t [01:07.25]I'm going through changes [01:13.99] [01:15.44]I'm going through changes [01:21.96]I lock myself in the bedroom bathroom nappin'at noon [01:25.22]Yeah Dad's in a bad mood he's always snappin'at you [01:27.85]Marshall what happened that you can't stop with these pills [01:30.41]And you've fallen off with your skills and your own fans are laughin'at you [01:33.48]It become a problem you're too p***y to tackle Get up [01:36.23]Be a man stand a real man woulda had this s**t handled [01:39.33]Know you just had your heart ripped out and crushed [01:41.52]They say Proof just flipped out homie just whipped out and bust [01:44.40]Nah it ain't like Doody to do that he wouldn't f**kin' [01:47.58]Shoot at nobody he'd fight first but dwellin' [01:49.92]On it only makes the night worse now I'm poppin'Vics Percs [01:53.11]And Methadone pills Yeah Em tight verse [01:55.90]You killed it f**kin'd**g dealers hang around me like yes men [01:59.27]And they gon'do whatever I says when I says it [02:02.04]It's in their best interest to protect their investment [02:04.84]And I just lost my f**kin'best friend so f**k it I guess then [02:08.41]I'm going through changes [02:13.66] [02:15.37]Don't know what I'm gonna do [02:17.56]I'm going through changes [02:19.25]But I just keep on going through changes [02:23.47]My friends can't understand this new me that's understandable [02:26.48]Man but think how bananas you'd be you'd be an animal too [02:29.60]If you were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo [02:32.56]And everybody's lookin'at you what you want me to do [02:35.50]I'm startin'to live like a recluse [02:37.27]And the truth is fame's startin'to give me an excuse [02:40.04]To be at an alltime low I sit alone in my home theater [02:43.92]Watchin'the same d**n DVD of the [02:45.98]First tour the last tour he was still alive [02:48.52]And it hurts so I fast forward sleeping pills'll make me feel alright [02:52.11]And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night [02:54.51]I'll just take a couple more yeah you're motherf**kin'right [02:57.31]I ain't slowin'down for no one I am almost homeward bound [03:00.15]Almost in a coma yeah homie come on dole 'em out [03:02.92]Daddy don't you die on me Daddy better hold your ground [03:05.89]F**k don't I know the sound of that voice Yeah baby hold me down [03:09.51]Daddy [03:10.22]I'm going through changes [03:15.26]Daddy [03:15.59] [03:16.74]Don't know what I'm gonna do [03:19.21]I'm going through changes [03:20.99]But I just keep on going through changes [03:24.94]Wake up in the hospital full of tubes but somehow I'm pullin'through [03:28.69]Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof [03:30.76]I'ma do it just for Proof I think I should state a few [03:33.58]Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth [03:36.40]S**t it just hit me that what if I would not've made it through [03:39.04]I think about the things I would'a never got to say to you [03:41.83]I'd never get to make it right so here's what I came to do [03:44.70]Hailie this one is for you Whitney and Alaina too [03:47.52]I still love your mother that'll never change [03:49.65]Think about her every day we just could never get it together hey [03:53.15]Wish there was a better way for me to say it [03:55.23]But I swear on everything I'd do anything for her on any day [03:58.72]There are just too many things to explain when it rains [04:01.50]Guess it pours yes it does wish there wasn't any pain [04:04.32]But I can't pretend there ain't I ain't placin'any blame [04:07.07]I ain't pointin'fingers Heaven knows I've never been a saint [04:09.86]I know that it feels like we just pissed away our history [04:12.49]And just today I looked at your picture almost if to say [04:15.29]I miss you subconsciously wish it didn't end this way [04:18.19]But I just had to get away don't know why I don't know what else to say [04:21.86]I guess I'm [04:22.59]I'm going through changes [04:27.81] [04:29.34]Don't know what I'm gonna do [04:31.51]I'm going through changes [04:33.18]But I just keep on going through changes