well known-Atlas In Motion/brakence/50landing

I don't wanna be well known Just wanna be known well I'd rather be lonely than be by myself Don't wanna go home Or put my pride on the shelf Cause I don't need help from anyone else And I've been feeling so low Help me back into character I was "Reckless kid born and raised in America" Now I'm a lost cause and truth be told I lie too much my bad Trust me I'm working on it I thought I'd die young Likes didn't do s**t I know well being well known's useless I'll go to hell too eager to care I'm on a screen island where no one stares I wanna find whats inside me Feel every fiber Done sucking up cause I'm no longer a liar Don't know how to be myself sometimes But whenever I need your help I always tell you now I know now it was all costumes Funny dances to play my mind Now I need to believe it And I won't hold onto something familiar We were kept back from the people we really were It's a start I just hope I acknowledge the gifts from the past When we run out of time I just wanna be known well Not well known I'd rather be lonely than be alone I'd rather sleep in a hotel than sleep in my home But I've been pulling my weight in my thoughts No matter where I go I've been feeling so low Help me back into character I was "Reckless kid born and raised in America" Now I'm a lost cause and truth be told I lie too much my bad I've got a star studded cast of friends That never answer the phone no matter when I call Gotta stop trying so hard to try so hard Otherwise I'll have nobody at all I'm still learning to be direct Cause for years I've been a mess In '18 I changed address Not the right one but the best Cause my parents are my success I still need to earn their respect I'm just trying to figure it out There's probably a lot that I should've done differently And I oh I went to hear it out But I was never listening I knew that it's not alright Just trying to find the light Summon another spark Or maybe it's gone and died I try to stay out of sight I gotta leave by the night I can't seem to clear my mind But I know now that it was all A bad dream crash scene playing in my mind And I shouldn't believe it so I Can't hold onto something familiar When I've lost sight of the people we really were at the start And I've started to see it 'cause I don't wanna be well known I don't wanna be well known I don't wanna be well known Just wanna be known well I'd rather be lonely than be by myself Don't wanna go home or Put my pride on the shelf Cause I don't need help from anyone else