My Life-Manafest

[ti:My Life] [ar:Manafest] [al:Epiphany] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]My Life - Manafest [00:10.41]Sometimes I feel like I want to quit
有时候我觉得自己想要放弃 [00:11.97]No one will notice if
没有人会注意到 [00:13.16]I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip
如果我吞没我的灵魂，伤害自己 [00:15.41]That＇s my father did no gun
我父亲没有枪 [00:17.03]A noose and he hung
不过他有一套绞索挂在墙上 [00:18.15]My mom found him in the basement
我妈妈在地下室找到他 [00:19.65]There as he swung
他正在挥鞭子 [00:20.71]At 5 years old what does that do to a kid
他居然对一个五岁的孩子下重手 [00:23.33]Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid
孩子之后得了炭疽病 [00:25.46]I hear an ambulance sirens I＇m told to be silent
我听到救护车的警报声，他们要我安静 [00:28.64]I＇m blind trying to find why my house is a riot
我看不清，想要知道为什么我的家里一片混乱 [00:31.32]Got to go can＇t take it
想要逃跑却不能 [00:32.82]Uncle Dave＇s face is changing
Dave叔叔脸色都变了 [00:34.13]I race to find my father
我跑着去找爸爸 [00:35.37]In the bottom of the basement
在地下室里 [00:36.68]My mothers covered
我妈妈 [00:37.50]In tears her face filling with fear
她的脸上溢满了恐惧的泪水 [00:39.12]Bang＇s on the floor shout＇s to
躺在地上，大喊大叫 [00:41.12]God why am I are hear
上帝啊，为什么我听到了 [00:42.24]Scared to even ask
我甚至不敢问 [00:43.05]Where my dad is at the time
此刻我父亲在哪里 [00:44.55]I guess for now it＇s just a memory
我猜想 到现在这只是一段记忆 [00:47.51] [00:48.49]Mom where＇s dad
妈妈，爸爸在哪 [00:50.12] [00:51.30]Where is he mom where＇s dad
妈妈，爸爸在哪 [00:53.61] [00:55.11]No
不 [00:55.42] [00:57.67]This is my life my world
这就是我生活的世界 [00:58.92]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我 [01:01.85]Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我 [01:03.66]Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷 [01:05.72]This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独 [01:08.03]My life my world
我的生活里 [01:09.28]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我 [01:12.30] [01:13.23]Can you relate to me Probably not
你能体会我的心情吗，我不觉得 [01:15.17]You still hate ye father wanna to kill ye mom
你仍恨着你父亲，想要杀死母亲 [01:17.91]Got a dad attacking in the night at around 1:00
在凌晨一点 受到爸爸的攻击 [01:20.35]Feet are like drums coming to you ye can＇t run
他的脚步像鼓点一样涌向你，你无法逃离 [01:23.22]Struggle with the thoughts am I normal or not
脑海里不断挣扎，我是不是不正常 [01:25.46]Abused all my life even when I called out to God
生活里满是虐待，就连我祈祷时也一样 [01:27.96]What the flip it＇s a shame what happens in the dark
这一切都发生在夜晚 [01:30.77]Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars
他们除了伤疤，什么都发现不了 [01:33.20]Hold on yo use gonna make it
坚持住，你可以挺过来 [01:35.95]Your spirit can＇t be broken soul not taken
你的精神和灵魂必须完整 [01:38.50]Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends
为了我的朋友们 用祈祷的力量 [01:41.26]New Testament Jesus Christ let him in
新约基督让他进了门 [01:43.68]Ye brains still confused what am I suppose to do
你仍然苦恼着该做些什么 [01:46.30]When ye folks choke tie vocal ropes around you
当你被噎住，你得学会直言不讳 [01:49.17]Walls fall down surround
四周的墙轰然倒下 [01:50.61]You forget living I＇ll never fitting
你忘记了我从来不适应的生活 [01:52.74]God＇s love is real no matter
上帝之爱永远都在 [01:54.54]What you＇ve ever been in
不管你曾经历过什么 [01:55.73]This is my life my world
这就是我世界的生活 [01:56.66]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我 [01:59.22]Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我 [02:01.28]Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷 [02:03.15]This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独 [02:05.27]My life my world
我的生活里 [02:06.77]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我 [02:09.77]Is there a light that can shine bright won＇t burn
有没有一束光可以照亮我 却不灼伤我 [02:12.39]Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ
来世我会看到基督之魂 [02:14.59] [02:15.34]Bridge
Bridge [02:15.90]This is my life lord can ye shine on me
这就是我的生活，上帝能够照亮我 [02:19.63] [02:20.32]Can anybody hear me
有没有人能听见我 [02:21.68] [02:23.18]Lord can you save me
上帝你能拯救我 [02:24.81] [02:26.06]Have you ever felt like you wanna die
你有没有感觉想离开这个世界 [02:28.00]End in the night say good bye like a Lola bye
在静谧的夜晚，和这个世界永别 [02:30.67]And just close ye eyes
闭上你的双眼 [02:31.79]Those lies almost killed me
那些谎言快要杀死我 [02:33.17]Feeling filthy no ability to move
感觉不舒服，无法动弹 [02:34.91]Commit suicide I won＇t be guilty
对于自杀 我不会觉得愧疚 [02:36.98]There＇s no perfect life it＇s all media hype
没有完美的生活，那都是媒体的宣传 [02:39.54]The TV screen＇s feeding ye right
电视屏幕里的才是我们向往的 [02:41.65]I＇ve seen both sides of it by now
我两种生活都经历过 [02:43.77]I would a bowed down
我向它鞠躬 [02:44.96]A new sound the lost can be found
失去的可以再得到 [02:47.02]You＇re in some real dirt ye life kind a sucks
你深陷泥潭，你的生活一团糟 [02:49.64]Ye might adjust but you＇d rather die in the dust
你可以作出调整，但是你宁愿死在泥沼里 [02:52.14]I＇ve had enough I look to him and in God I trust
我看够了他，我相信上帝 [02:54.89]Sometimes it gets rough but ye can＇t give up
有时候日子很难，但是你不能放弃 [02:57.45]This is my life my world
这就是我生活的世界 [02:58.94]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我 [03:01.87]Is there a light that can shine on me
有没有一束光可以照亮我 [03:03.93]Dear God I pray you hear hommie
上帝我每天向你祈祷 [03:05.75]This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
作为你的子民我是如此孤独 [03:08.11]My life my world
我的生活里 [03:09.36]My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
梦靥一直围绕着我