Conversations with Myself (Explicit)-Bazzi

[ti:Conversations with Myself (Explicit)] [ar:Bazzi] [al:Soul Searching (Explicit)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Conversations with Myself (Explicit) - Bazzi [00:02.33]Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here
有时候 我很疑惑 我为什么存在 [00:04.79]Or if I have the strength to persevere
不知道我能否坚持下去 [00:07.19]Sometimes I feel like I'm somebody else
有时候 我感觉自己是另一个人 [00:09.81]Who's going mental with they mental health
对自己的心理健康十分焦虑 [00:12.28]Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone
有时候 我担心我会孤独终老 [00:14.40]'Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls
孤独的人通常都有一个孤独的灵魂 [00:17.14]Sometimes I think about a younger me
有时候 我会想起年轻时候的我 [00:19.95]If he'd be proud of the man he sees
他会不会为他眼前的这个男人感到骄傲 [00:22.00]I guess I'm rich I made it out my town
我觉得我很富有 我走出了我的故乡 [00:24.19]I played in from of thousands you know I shut it down
我在成千上万个人面前表演过 你知道我惊艳四座 [00:26.76]Look little Bazzi I'm living out our dreams
看 小Bazzi 我过着我们梦想的人生 [00:29.19]Mama cry every time we on the TV
每当我们上了电视 妈妈就会喜极而泣 [00:32.12]Got a fancy car we got a fancy crib
我们有了豪车 还有豪宅 [00:34.39]And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with
你身边的姑娘 是你以前想都不敢想的 [00:37.12]Remember all your idols and the people that we love
还记得你的偶像和我们喜欢的那些人吗 [00:39.43]I met 'em at a party we was all doin' drugs
我在一个派对上见到了他们 我们都在** [00:42.14]Was all doin'
都在** [00:43.28]Jesus
上帝啊 [00:44.95]I think I need I think I need some
我觉得我需要 我觉得我需要答案 [00:47.75]Jesus
上帝啊 [00:50.23]Rich enough and sad as f**k
我十分富有 也十分悲伤 [00:52.56]I'm lonely
我很孤单 [00:54.79]Oh I am I am I am
我真的 我真的 我真的 [00:57.45]I'm so lonely
我真的好孤单 [01:00.10]I'm the man I guess I am
我不是普通人 我觉得我的确不一般 [01:02.48]But I'm still
但我还是 [01:05.42]What's funny is is
好笑的是 [01:07.88]My whole life I thought making money and being
我这一辈子都在想着如何赚钱 [01:10.66]Praise would give me some kind of happiness
被赞扬会让我感到很快乐 [01:14.68]And I wanted those things because
我渴望这些东西 是因为 [01:16.61]I was concerned about what everyone else thought of me
我很在意别人对我的看法 [01:19.51]I wanted to feel loved I wanted to feel accepted
我想要被爱 我想要被接受 [01:21.58]And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain or their happiness
后来我发现 我根本不可能感受别人的痛苦和快乐 [01:26.44]I could only feel mine
我只能感受到自己的心情 [01:28.19]In the car in the house
在车里 在家里 [01:29.79]And the fame never made me feel anything
声名鹊起之后 我却感觉五味杂陈 [01:32.02]Except separated intoxicated and obviously kinda grossed
与人隔绝 忘乎所以 还有很明显的恶心感觉 [01:37.05]Don't get me wrong nice things are fun I like nice things
不要误会我 好东西当然很不错 我喜欢好东西 [01:40.81]But you just can't base your human value on them
但你不能把你的人生价值建立在这些东西之上 [01:42.98]Because at the end of the day they don't mean anything
因为到了最后 这些东西终将毫无意义 [01:46.36]If I'm not happy I'm a sad guy in a nice guy
如果我不开心 我就是个开着豪车的悲伤之人 [01:49.90]If I don't have any real friends or family I'm just a lonely guy in a big home
如果我没有真正的朋友或亲人 我就是个住着大房子的孤独之人