Looking Back (Explicit)-Loyle Carner

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Benjamin Coyle-Larner/Tom Misch [00:05.83] 作词 : Benjamin Coyle-Larner/Tom Misch [00:11.67] Must be a fly in here somewhere, well not anymore, heh heh [00:21.18] Face this [00:23.92] Like water, never taste this [00:31.76] Evil, white rose to a racist [00:27.46] They used to hype 'cause my mothers face was white and my fathers face blacker than the scene outside a spaceship [00:32.48] Flooded with rocks and jewels, crystals shine and shimmer [00:38.76] He never let me use their words, "due time my jigga" [00:38.00] Never called me *****, said it's the master's tongue [00:45.03] But being black and white, the trouble never asked for none [00:42.31] But they all passed me some, **** it, I grabbed it [00:45.84] Both hands in the darkest sun, scribbled 'til the parker's done [00:46.02] Grabbed another pen and scribbled where the parker's spun [00:53.87] Following in footstops of fathers that were asked to run [00:51.77] But not the one who wanted out and so they disappear [00:58.08] All caught up in the fam and feeling like they interfere [00:57.30] I'm thinking that my great grandfather could've owned my other one [00:59.63] And yo, that **** is weird [01:04.56] I'm lost (I'm) [01:10.99] Wondering my cost (I'm) [01:10.25] Telling you, it hurts, (I'm) [01:14.68] If you don't know your worth [01:10.99] So we run from the maker like sons in Jamaica [01:16.35] Heart break, breaker like the sun's an equator [01:15.13] We wasted it, before we even tasted it [01:24.17] Cities on fire [01:29.20] Quite literally [01:30.69] The reason nobody's talking remains a mystery [01:25.61] My brother's lost, telling him do it differently [01:31.69] I wanna take the blame but we don't share the same history [01:31.17] I'm lost [01:36.16] Wonder my cost up in this space [01:37.49] Mixed race, colour on my face, feeling misplaced [01:35.68] A waste [01:42.13] Ain't tryna tell you how my **** taste [01:41.93] Pack a couple days in this thin case, make a move [01:42.51] Write everyday and night 'til I say the truth [01:47.31] Lose looking for some proof that I'm still in news [01:46.27] See, I got it all to lose, nothing to prove [01:52.94] Promise the day I get paid, I'ma pay my dues [01:53.52] Uh, find the karma [01:55.28] Told me I'm from Ghana but really it's Guyana [02:03.43] Uh, I'm Coyle Larner to Carner, the birth place of my father's father [02:05.65] I don't know the answer [02:00.21] I'm lost [02:10.67] Wondering my cost [02:06.98] Telling you it hurts [02:11.59] If you don't know your worth [02:10.90] So we run from the maker like sons in Jamaica [02:18.73] Heart bait breaker, duh, whatever [02:18.31] Wasted it, before we even tasted it [02:41.39] Loyle Carner: Ay, yeah, can I just get uhhh.... You got chicken soup? [02:45.83] Vendor: Nah, only goat soup for today [02:52.19] Loyle Carner: Uh, can I get one goat soup... erm... and then some curried chicken with, uhm, rice and peas [02:51.93] Vendor: Only plain rice [02:55.13] Loyle Carner: Yeah, can I just get plain rice then, and some, er, steamed veg as well please [02:56.85] Vendor: Only plain rice? [03:03.97] Loyle Carner: Yeah