Ornaments-Caitlyn Scarlett

I wish I was good enough to hold my own hand I am lost I am found Wish I could balance myself out I'm a sunset with no around to look at me Somebody look at me My age is going to waste My love is starting to decay People never stay why do people never stay And I wonder what it's like to have a different state of mind Yeah I wonder what it's like Having a different state of mind to mine People are like ornaments in shops I can't afford So when I observe them in their wimb All the beauty and the sin I keep my hands in to myself I don't touch I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I wish I could hold a steady gaze and conversation I am many I am one I wish I could recognise a face when I'm in one Always loading like a shotgun Look at me somebody look at me My soul is going to waste My heart is starting to decay People never stay why do people never stay And I wonder what it's like to have a different state of mind Yeah I wonder what it's like Having a different state of mind to mine People are like ornaments in shops I can't afford So when I observe them in their wimb All the beauty and the sin I keep my hands in to myself I don't touch I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much Wish I was lighter wish I could save myself I'm a kaleidoscope of animal urge human hope Box a-laid in a solid gradient I'm patiently waiting for a stranger to break these walls Wish I was lighter wish I could save myself I'm a kaleidoscope of animal urge human hope Box a-laid in a solid gradient I'm patiently waiting for a stranger to break these walls And I wonder what it's like to have a different state of mind Yeah I wonder what it's like Having a different state of mind to mine People are like ornaments in shops I can't afford So when I observe them in their wimb All the beauty and the sin I keep my hands in to myself I don't touch I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I don't get around too much I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much I don't love I don't trust I don't get around too much