Deja Vu-Eminem

[ti:Deja Vu] [ar:Eminem] [al:All Eyes on Me] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Deja Vu - Eminem (埃米纳姆) [00:00.22]Body body [00:01.30] [00:01.82]DMC we have a mid-thirties male found down unresponsive [00:05.51]Possible overdose substance unknown [00:08.08]Pulse is 60 and thready respiration's eight [00:10.83]He's intubated and we're bagging him now [00:13.06]Uh BP 90 over palp patient is cool pale and diaphoretic [00:17.30]Has aspirated uh GSC is 3 [00:19.93]Will update en route ETA ten minutes [00:22.66]As I DJ [00:23.65]Fall deeper into a manic state [00:25.29]I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait [00:28.90]Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate [00:31.04]I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil then I salivate [00:34.64]Start off with the NyQuil like I think I'll just have a taste [00:37.62]Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate [00:40.10]To a harder prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great [00:43.26]I go to just take one and I end up like having eight [00:46.14]Now I need something in my stomach 'cause I haven't ate [00:49.01]Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak [00:51.84]And you'd think that with all I have at stake [00:53.98]Look at my daughter's face [00:55.43]Mommy something is wrong with Dad I think [00:57.54]He's acting weird again he's really beginning to scare me [01:00.50]Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me [01:03.36]And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos [01:05.40]And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat [01:09.00]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know [01:12.07]Feels like I been down this road before [01:14.75]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [01:18.16]As soon as I go home and close the door [01:20.49]Kinda feels like déjà vu [01:22.66]I wanna get away from this place I do [01:25.39]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [01:28.98]'Cause I don't and why I just don't know [01:31.87]Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer [01:34.27]That's the devil in my ear I've been sober a f**kin' year [01:36.96]And that fker still talks to me he's all I can f**king hear [01:39.88]Marshall come on we'll watch the game [01:41.29]It's the Cowboys and Buccaneers [01:42.83]And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half-buzzed [01:45.51]For half of the time [01:46.67]Who's the mastermind behind that little line [01:48.96]With that kind of rationale man I got half a mind [01:51.69]To have another half a glass of wine sounds asinine [01:54.35]Yeah I know but I never had no problem with alcohol [01:57.17]Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm 'bout to fall [02:00.41]I miss the couch and down I go lookin' like a bouncy ball [02:03.18]Sh*t must've knocked me out 'cause I ain't feel the ground at all [02:06.08]Wow what the f**k happened last night where am I [02:08.68]Man f**k am I hungover and goddamn I [02:11.54]Got a headache sh*t half a Vicodin why can't I [02:14.35]All systems ready for take off please stand by [02:17.46]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know [02:20.56]Feels like I been down this road before [02:23.33]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [02:26.58]As soon as I go home and close the door [02:29.05]Kinda feels like déjà vu [02:31.20]I wanna get away from this place I do [02:33.96]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [02:37.61]'Cause I don't and why I just don't know [02:40.54]So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ah [02:42.76]Couple of weeks go by it ain't even like I'm gettin' high [02:45.45]Now I need it just not to feel sick yeah I'm gettin' by [02:48.34]Wouldn't even be taking this sh*t if DeShaun didn't die [02:51.23]Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose Proof so you use [02:53.99]There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through [02:56.95]It's twelve noon ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze [02:59.73]What else is new f**k it what would Elvis do in your shoes [03:02.60]Now here I am three months later full-blown relapse [03:05.56]Just get high until the kids get home from school homes relax [03:08.63]And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac [03:11.17]I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps [03:14.18]Just to be able to function throughout the day let's see [03:16.83]That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium Three [03:19.78]And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep [03:22.55]Okay so now ya see the reason how come he [03:25.45]Has taken four years to just put out an album B [03:28.30]See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath [03:31.17]'Cause that Christmas you know the whole pneumonia thing [03:34.05]It was bologna was it the methadone ya think [03:36.84]Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos [03:39.39]Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR [03:42.28]Great places to hide 'em ain't it [03:44.02]So you can lie to Hailie [03:45.34]I'm going beddy-bye Whitney baby good night Alaina [03:48.17]Go in the room and shut the bedroom door [03:50.42]And wake up in an ambulance [03:51.84]They said they found me on the bathroom floor damn [03:54.57]Sometimes I feel so alone I just don't know [03:57.77]Feels like I been down this road before [04:00.50]So lonely and cold it's like something takes over me [04:03.74]As soon as I go home and close the door [04:06.20]Kinda feels like déjà vu [04:08.32]I wanna get away from this place I do [04:11.12]But I can't and I won't say I try but I know that's a lie [04:14.70]'Cause I don't and why I just don't know