Even If It Kills Me ((Explicit))-Motion City Soundtrack

[ti:Even If It Kills Me (Explicit)] [ar:Motion City Soundtrack] [al:Even If It Kills Me (10th Anniversary Edition)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Even If It Kills Me ((Explicit)) - Motion City Soundtrack [00:03.39]Written by：J. Pierre/J. Johnson/T. Thaxton/M. Taylor/J. Cain [00:06.79]I've got a lot of things to do tonight [00:11.28] [00:13.12]I'm so sick of making lists [00:15.74] [00:17.17]Of things I'll never finish [00:19.67]I've lived here for the last twelve years [00:24.15] [00:26.17]Since early 1995 [00:28.75] [00:29.95]All my sh*t has been in boxes [00:32.42]But if I had a little more time to kill [00:37.14] [00:39.01]I'd settle every little stupid thing [00:41.73] [00:42.92]Yeah you'd think that I would [00:44.47] [00:45.66]But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight [00:50.97] [00:51.56]And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight [00:57.98]For the first time in a long time [01:01.36]I can say that I want to try [01:04.22]To get better and overcome [01:07.78]Each moment in my own way [01:11.47] [01:15.03]I wonder if I'll ever lose my mind [01:19.26] [01:21.23]I tried hard for awhile [01:23.96] [01:25.31]But then I kind of gave up [01:27.68]Winter is killer when the sun goes down [01:32.20] [01:34.12]I'm really not as stubborn as I seem [01:36.83] [01:37.85]Said the knuckle to the concrete [01:40.53]But I'm too tired to go to sleep tonight [01:46.58]And I'm too weak to follow dreams tonight [01:53.15]For the first time in a long time [01:56.46]I can say that I want to try [01:59.47]To get better and overcome [02:03.06]Each moment in my own way [02:06.63] [02:34.52]I'm not saying that I'm giving up [02:38.66] [02:40.76]I'm just trying not to think [02:43.14] [02:44.74]As much as I used to [02:47.02]Cause never is a lonely little messed up word [02:51.61] [02:53.70]Maybe I'll get it right some day [02:58.05]For the first time in a long time [03:01.23]I can say that I want to try [03:04.24]I feel helpless for the most part [03:07.59]But I'm learning to open my eyes [03:10.79]And the sad truth of the matter is [03:13.75]I'll never get over it but I'm gonna try [03:17.22]To get better and overcome [03:20.83]Each moment in my own way [03:24.55] [03:27.90]I sure want to get back on track [03:32.15] [03:34.16]And I'll do whatever it takes [03:36.84] [03:38.51]Even if it kills me