4:44 (Explicit)-Jay-Z

[ti:4:44] [ar:Jay-Z] [al:4:44] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]4:44 (Explicit) - Jay-Z [00:00.26]Written by：Shawn Carter/Dion Wilson/Kanan Keeney [00:00.52]Do I find it so hard
我发现这一切如此艰难 [00:04.05] [00:04.93]When I know in my heart
当我了解自己的内心 [00:09.46]I'm letting you down everyday
每一天 我都让你失望透顶 [00:13.46] [00:14.89]Letting you down everyday
每一天 都让你失望透顶 [00:20.53]Why do I keep on running away
为何我要一直奔波不停 [00:27.27] [00:55.78]Look
看 [00:56.19] [00:56.82]I apologize often womanize
与众多女孩暧昧不清 我深感抱歉 [00:59.49]Took for my child to be born
在我第一个孩子出生之时 [01:00.89]See through a woman's eyes
我看到了人们眼中的质疑 [01:02.18]Took for these natural twins to believe in miracles
但随着双胞胎的出生 我相信了奇迹 [01:04.89]Took me too long for this song
我沉寂了很长时间 才发布这首专辑 [01:06.32]I don't deserve you I harass you out in Paris
我配不上你 在Paris专辑发表之时 我公布了和你的关系 [01:09.98] [01:10.61]Please come back to Rome you make it home
请回到我身旁 只有你在我的心才够完整 [01:12.40] [01:13.56]We talked for hours when you were on tour
我们曾经无话不谈 你在旅行之中也会和我联系频繁 [01:15.32] [01:15.85]Please pick up the phone pick up the phone
请接我的电话 接我的电话 [01:17.68] [01:18.90]Said don't embarrass me instead of be mine
我说不要让我难堪 而不是说做我的唯一 [01:20.69] [01:21.54]That was my proposal for us to go steady
这是我的建议 让我们确定恋爱关系 [01:23.39] [01:24.27]That was your 21st birthday you mature faster than me
这是你的21岁生日 你比我成熟老练 [01:27.99]I wasn't ready so I apologize
我还没有做好准备 所以我很抱歉 [01:30.75]I've seen the innocence leave your eyes
我看到你褪去眼中的稚气 [01:32.77]I still mourn this death I apologize for all the stillborns
我仍然为这个逝去的生命感到哀痛 我为所有夭折的生命感到抱歉 [01:36.85]'Cause I wasn't pressing your body wouldn't accept it
因为我没有注意到你身体的异样 [01:39.77]I apologize to all the woman whom I
我向曾经暧昧不清的女人道歉 [01:42.59]Toyed with you emotions because I was emotionless
因为我冷漠无情 玩弄了你们的感情 [01:45.15]I apologize 'cause at your best you are love
我很抱歉 因为你们对我付出了全心全意的爱 [01:48.77] [01:49.53]And because I fall short of what I say I'm all about
因为我没有兑现自己的诺言 [01:52.93]Your eyes leave with the soul that your body once housed
我可以得到你的身体 却得不到你的灵魂 [01:55.34] [01:55.84]And you stare blankly into space
你茫然地凝视着天空 [01:57.56]Thinking of all the time you wasted in on all this basic sh*t
一直想着自己白白浪费的感情 [02:00.97]So I apologize
所以 我很抱歉 [02:03.85] [02:17.67]I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分 [02:27.94] [02:36.23]I apologize our love was one for the ages and I contained us
我很抱歉 我们的爱代表着一个时代 我要让我们的感情延续下去 [02:41.82]And all this ratchet sh*t and we more expansive now
抛开一切流言蜚语 如今我们的舞台更加广阔 [02:44.58]Meant to cry and die alone in these mansions
我们要选择在豪宅里孤独终老 [02:46.65]Or sleep with our back turned
还是要互相扶持到老 [02:48.90]We're supposed to vacay 'til our backs burn
我们应该外出度假 直到我们的背部被晒伤 [02:51.54]We're supposed to laugh 'til our heart stops
我们应该放声大笑 直到我们的心脏停止跳动 [02:54.36]And then we end a space with a dark stop
我们可以驱散阴霾 迎来光明 [02:56.97]And let love light the way
让我们的爱尽情闪耀 [02:58.86] [02:59.52]Like the men before me I cut off my nose to spite my face
我重蹈覆辙 为了保住颜面而伤害自己 [03:02.42]I never wanted another woman to know
我从未想过另寻新欢 [03:03.92]Something about me that you didn't know
除了你 我谁也不想要 [03:06.11]I promised I cried I couldn't hold
我向你保证 如果无法拥你入怀 我会痛彻心扉 [03:07.79] [03:08.60]I suck at love I think I need a do over
我在爱里沦陷 我觉得需要做个了断 [03:10.84]I will be emotionally available if I invited you over
如果你陪在我身边 我就会得偿所愿 [03:13.43] [03:14.13]I stew over what if you over my sh*t
我忧心忡忡 你能否与我感同身受 [03:18.65] [03:24.57]I'm never gonna treat you never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分 [03:32.35] [03:35.41]And if my children knew I don't even know what I would do
如果将来我的孩子知道真相 我甚至不知道该怎么做 [03:40.17] [03:41.07]If they ain't look at me the same
如果他们也用异样的眼光看待我 [03:42.78] [03:43.70]I would prolly die with all the shame
我会无地自容 [03:45.43] [03:45.97]You did what with who
你和谁在一起 干了什么 [03:47.36] [03:47.94]What good is a ménage à trois when you have a soulmate
当你已经拥有灵魂伴侣 陷入三角纠纷还有什么意义 [03:51.42]You risked that for Blue
你在自寻短路 [03:52.88] [03:54.29]If I wasn't a superhero in your face
如果我不是你心中的超级英雄 [03:56.25] [03:56.83]My heart breaks for the day I had to explain my mistakes
我必须解释自己的错误 我的心会支离破碎 [03:59.52] [04:00.40]And the mask goes away and Santa Claus is fake
等到揭掉面具 会发现一切美好都是梦境 [04:04.43] [04:05.86]And you go online and see
你会在网上明白一切真相 [04:07.78]For Blue's tooth the tooth fairy didn't pay
因为牙齿仙子都是虚幻的存在 [04:09.76] [04:28.75]I'm never gonna treat you like I should
我从未好好对你 我从未做好丈夫的本分