Wanted-Mad Child

[ti:Wanted] [ar:Mad Child] [al:The Ep Collection] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Wanted - Mad Child [00:27.52]It's a dawning of a new era [00:29.35] [00:30.46]Tattooed broken tooth in a new era [00:33.15]I ain't where I'm supposed to be It's a true terror [00:35.41]I ain't tripping I ain't crippin' but I'm blue mirror [00:37.32] [00:37.98]Mirror mirror on the wall [00:40.11]Do you remember me Was the fairest of them all [00:42.54]Then I dropped the ball now It's old and flat [00:44.57]Sometimes I feel like there's nobody that can hold me back [00:46.81] [00:47.40]And sometimes I feel like it's a rap living in a trap [00:50.69]I'm giving all I've got but they ain't giving nothing back [00:52.95]I'm battling depression in my head [00:54.86]I'm trying but I'll probably be aggressive till I'm dead [00:57.17]And everybody knows of my addictive personality [00:59.99]I chase my dream but I'm not living in reality [01:02.47]Cards are stacked against me Too much time lost [01:05.35]God please help me why cause I'm lost [01:07.82]It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close [01:10.00]You could touch 'em now they seem like old ghosts [01:12.28] [01:13.08]And now all my memories are haunted [01:14.89]Hope that they remember me and maybe they still wanted [01:18.30] [01:27.71]Look I ain't got a lot of time left [01:30.01]Got a team but they don't seem to take no f**king giant steps [01:32.27]I tried to tell them I could use a little help [01:34.49]That's exactly what they give me gotta do it all myself [01:36.38] [01:37.10]Most rap performers are just transformers who [01:39.65]Pretend to be crazy I pretend to be normal [01:41.99]When listening to Mad they get immediately struck [01:44.22]Then immediately after realize he's really f**ked [01:46.77]Look I got no disguise concentrating on my art [01:49.37]Mentally demented I'm a monster in the dark [01:51.80]Little monster drinking monster walking in the park [01:54.24]With my dog talking awkwardly but obviously sharp [01:56.63]They're asking me to make a clubsong on dubstep [01:59.60]That's where the money at but that sh*t make me upset [02:01.99]Maybe I'm focused on my pride a little too tough [02:04.39]Or maybe I just love hip-hop a little too much [02:07.20]It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close [02:09.18]You could touch 'em but now they seem like old ghosts [02:11.79] [02:12.44]And now all my memories are haunted [02:14.22]Hope that they remember me and maybe they still want it [02:16.57] [02:26.71]I've got a dark past hope that it will disappear [02:28.54] [02:29.20]But with the internet they still see it crystal clear [02:31.92]I need more time walking on the right path [02:34.14]Because I've been fighting with myself it's time to fight back [02:36.60]Damaged to my brain I've done damage to my teeth [02:38.68]All these damage on the surface just imagine underneath [02:40.67] [02:41.81]And life can be a beach with a beach-chair [02:44.19]Damaged goods broken down need to be repaired [02:46.44]Hard for me to transcribe the pain inside [02:48.55]Doing drugs five years till it drained me dry [02:51.65]And if I knew back then what I know now [02:54.14]I would've saved up cash would've slowed down [02:56.63]Would've spread love would've gave back [02:58.95]Would've helped to show kids that there's a right track [03:01.33]Would've kept writing kept making music [03:02.75] [03:03.88]Kept BattleAxe kept executive producing [03:06.34] [03:06.91]But now I'm back and I am still alive [03:08.54]So I will give it all I've got till they feel my vibe [03:11.28]I'm hoping and I pray they understand me [03:13.87]Because if they don't it's too late to make a plan B [03:16.36]It's pretty crazy when your dreams were so close [03:18.46]You could touch 'em now they seem like old ghosts [03:20.75] [03:21.65]And now all my memories are haunted [03:23.53]Hope that they remember me and maybe they still wanted