Parent Me-J-Son

[ti:Parent Me (Bonus Track)] [ar:J-Son] [al:Growing Pains] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Parent Me (Bonus Track) - J-Son [00:03.15]Hey hey ahhh hey ahh ahhh hey ahhh [00:23.14]Look at my life life [00:24.67]Look at my pain pain [00:26.13]Look at my tears tears [00:27.41]These tears I shed shed [00:28.77]I feel so alone with nobody to talk to [00:31.98]'Cause of the days that I spend without you [00:34.92]It's like you're here [00:36.12]Like you're here [00:36.76]But you're gone but you're gone [00:38.03]You're here [00:38.94]You're here [00:39.61]But you're gone but you're gone [00:41.04]It's like you're here here [00:42.48]But you're gone but you're gone [00:43.83]And you're gone gone gone gone away [00:47.46]I know you're working I appreciate your grind [00:50.07]You give me everything I need [00:51.41]But I really want your time I want your time [00:53.19]I must confess it's hard to express how I'm feeling [00:55.57]But I'm growing blocks of bitterness [00:57.46]Quickly becoming buildings [00:58.66]Listen you're never home [01:00.12]To the point to that I don't notice when you're gone [01:02.39]I'm getting older [01:03.20]But I'm growing all alone I'm all alone [01:05.26]How can you raise me without even knowing me ha [01:07.87]Everything I do [01:08.87]Is just to get you to notice me I miss you [01:11.22]Realize you're the great influence in my life [01:13.34]And you're absence just might be what's ruining my life [01:16.07]You're ruining my life [01:16.97]I got questions but we don't talk on the usual [01:19.20]My friends are having sex and I'm wondering [01:20.96]Should I do it too what should I do [01:22.67]Who should I go to if you are never there where [01:25.34]And if you never ask will you ever be aware be aware [01:28.51]You say you care for me you don't get it apparently [01:30.99]I'm young and just a child [01:32.25]I need my parent to parent me [01:33.68]Look at my life life [01:34.79]Look at my pain pain [01:36.18]Look at my tears tears [01:37.54]These tears I shed shed [01:38.98]I feel so alone with nobody to talk to [01:42.06]'Cause of the days that I spend without you [01:45.09]It's like you're here [01:46.06]Like you're here [01:46.75]But you're gone but you're gone [01:48.34]You're here here but you're gone but you're gone [01:51.21]It's like you're here here [01:52.71]But you're gone but you're gone [01:54.16]And you're gone gone gone gone away [01:57.73]I know you're hustling I know [01:58.99]I see you on your grind [02:00.11]You give me everything I need [02:01.64]But I really want your time I want your time [02:03.59]I stay in fresh J's laced in new gear [02:06.17]But I would trade it all [02:07.45]If I'd only have you here [02:09.09]I smell the dough that you blowing 'cause it be so potent [02:12.22]Oh yeah I notice [02:13.25]But you don't think I'm a wanna smoke it [02:14.88]I wanna blow [02:15.41]I see your love for the streets and I want that love too [02:17.94]You taught me to be hard [02:19.13]But you rarely tell me I love you [02:20.72]Please [02:21.09]Moms be mad she always be talking bad about you [02:23.86]But honestly dad [02:24.92]I don't think I'll become a man without you [02:26.87]And she be gone matter of fact she never home [02:29.74]She come into work [02:30.66]And I'm living like I'm already grown [02:32.75]I gotta place to stay [02:34.04]Then get ta shop at the mall [02:35.68]But I'll honestly say [02:36.83]I don't have no guidance at all [02:38.47]You say you care for me [02:39.78]But don't know I can barely read [02:41.30]I'm young and just a child [02:42.60]I need my parents to parent me [02:44.11]Look at my life life [02:45.13]Look at my pain pain [02:46.26]Look at my tears tears [02:47.69]These tears I shed shed [02:49.21]I feel so alone with nobody to talk to [02:52.15]'Cause of the days that I spend without you [02:55.20]It's like you're here [02:56.14]Like you're here [02:57.04]But you're gone but you're gone [02:58.70]You're here here [02:59.94]But you're gone but you're gone [03:01.34]It's like you're here here [03:02.93]But you're gone but you're gone [03:04.54]And you're gone [03:05.36]Gone gone gone away [03:08.01]I know you're in church [03:09.15]I see your love for god I do [03:10.70]You give me everything I need [03:11.94]But I really need your time I need your time [03:13.94]Your godly life and love for people amazes me [03:16.39]But tell me should the church [03:17.40]Take my mom and my dad away from me [03:19.49]I say this simply you know a lot spiritually [03:22.26]Involved in ministry but often [03:23.96]You don't remember me remember me [03:25.98]You teach the youth and show them how to model and live [03:28.31]Yep [03:28.48]But at home you've never shown me what the gospel is [03:31.30]How can you share with those seem direly hopeless [03:34.31]Inside I cry 'cause we've never cracked the bible open [03:37.23]And I'm dealing with pressure and don't know what to do [03:40.21]Know what it's like to be the only christian in your school [03:42.56]I bump that 1 1 6 [03:44.29]They tell me to live unashamed I'm ashamed [03:45.91]But that's hard when those around you are on another thing [03:49.00]You study thoroughly [03:49.56] [03:50.09]But don't get it apparently now [03:51.60]I'm a babe in the faith [03:52.82]I need my parents to parent me [03:54.15]Look at my life life [03:55.12]Look at my pain pain [03:56.56]Look at my tears tears [03:58.03]These tears I shed shed [03:59.42]I feel so alone with nobody to talk to [04:02.46]'Cause of the days that I spend without you [04:05.59]It's like you're here [04:06.35]Like you're here [04:07.07]But you're gone but you're gone [04:08.61]You're here here but you're gone but you're gone [04:11.57]It's like you're here here [04:13.17]But you're gone but you're gone [04:14.62]And you're gone gone gone gone away yeah [04:20.17] [04:23.09]Mama I need you and daddy I need you