Lonely (Bonus Track) (Bonus Track)-RittZ/Scar

[ti:Lonely (Bonus Track)] [ar:RittZ/Scar] [al:Next to Nothing (Deluxe Edition)] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Lonely (Bonus Track) (孤独) (Bonus Track) - RittZ/Scar [00:14.59]Been out on the road so long I [00:16.95] [00:17.81]Feel like I'm locked out my own life [00:20.05] [00:21.04]It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying [00:23.27]Lonely is my company [00:25.68] [00:26.91]Can't wait to get home and relax [00:29.11] [00:29.81]But I'm out here grinding believe that [00:32.30] [00:33.17]It could be worse but the fact remains that [00:35.87]Lonely is my company [00:37.78]This touring sh*t ain't what you think it is [00:39.40]Coming up in this music biz ain't glamorous [00:41.54]We just left Atlanta drove from Boston to Los Angeles [00:44.60]Somewhere in between I lost my mind like I began to just [00:47.71]Party like I'm trying to die call an ambulance [00:50.58]I almost overdosed again [00:52.38]My time is mostly spent [00:53.94]Alone inside my room at some shitty motor inn [00:56.91]There's roaches in the shower [00:58.31]But the show is in an hour [00:59.83]When it's over we inside the van on the road again [01:03.10]Last night I got so drunk that I was comatose I went [01:06.27]And punched a bunch of holes up in the wall and broke my hand [01:09.20]Puking blood from too much liquor tripping snorting coke with fans [01:12.09]One of my closest friends called my phone and asked me how's it been [01:15.33]Told him man I been [01:16.60]Been out on the road so long I [01:18.83] [01:19.52]Feel like I'm locked out my own life [01:21.87] [01:22.63]It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying [01:25.18]Lonely is my company [01:27.70] [01:28.83]Can't wait to get home and relax [01:31.17] [01:31.73]But I'm out here grinding believe that [01:34.21] [01:34.88]It could be worse but the fact remains that [01:37.67]Lonely is my company [01:39.60]On tour with Tech I had to catch a plane to Hollywood [01:42.00]Mansion in the hills [01:43.13]Shooting Switch Lanes I done made it [01:45.09]Can't believe it's real [01:46.25]Right in the middle of us filming got a text from my girl [01:49.34]Pictures of her bloody face [01:50.86]She slit her wrist and fell [01:52.52]Pills in her system [01:53.58]Doctors said she tried to kill herself [01:55.57]Put her in a padded room [01:57.07]Sent her to a mental health [01:58.93]Facility they're telling me that they won't let her out [02:01.71]1000 miles away there's only so much I can do to help [02:04.81]Now my album's coming out in like a week or so [02:07.38]My videos on MTV [02:09.02]The love of my life is stuck in Georgia Regional [02:11.18]They let her use the phone [02:12.93]She called me and she's crying [02:14.16]Saying [02:14.57]Get me out [02:15.23]I'm trying [02:15.72]At the meet and greet I'm lying [02:17.19]Like I'm fine I've been dying [02:18.62]Been out on the road so long I [02:20.73] [02:21.82]Feel like I'm locked out my own life [02:23.83] [02:24.57]It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying [02:26.95]Lonely is my company [02:29.57] [02:30.76]Can't wait to get home and relax [02:32.97] [02:33.72]But I'm out here grinding believe that [02:36.16] [02:36.85]It could be worse but the fact remains that [02:39.41]Lonely is my company [02:41.60]I was out on tour with Snow and Jarren Benton [02:43.59]It's so embarrassin when [02:45.42]You're drunk and acting dumb [02:46.61]A ton of strangers there to witness [02:48.23]Late nights with DJ crisis getting drunk and talking business [02:51.41]In the winter overheating [02:52.87]Turning on the air condition [02:54.72]Mostly I was lonely [02:55.96]Talking no one there to listen [02:57.76]Crying in the mirror staring at my own reflection [03:00.59]Drugs and alcohol got me all emotional [03:03.26]Overall I'm in no condition to battle my own addiction [03:07.04]Before you know it though the tour is over so it's history [03:09.91]Missing Thanksgiving day but hey you made it home for Christmas [03:13.20]You see the one you love and try to pick up where you left it [03:16.43]I love her and I missed her [03:17.74]But she says I'm acting distant [03:19.32]Told her listen I've been [03:20.51]Been out on the road so long I [03:22.69] [03:23.40]Feel like I'm locked out my own life [03:25.76] [03:26.50]It could be worse it ain't like I'm dying [03:29.14]Lonely is my company [03:31.66] [03:32.69]Can't wait to get home and relax [03:34.93] [03:35.63]But I'm out here grinding believe that [03:38.05] [03:38.83]It could be worse but the fact remains that [03:41.56]Lonely is my company