Repentance-116

[ti:Repentance] [ar:MJ 116] [al:Man Up] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Repentance - 116 [00:20.97]If I die tonight couldn't be nothin but transparent [00:24.03]Apparently you care for me like a parent [00:26.16]I swear it's the coldest winter ever upon my shoulders [00:28.96]Days are long; my nights are even longer [00:31.52]The weight so heavy on my back I can't move [00:34.20]Could somebody help me where do I turn to [00:36.84]Since I was a youngin I been gunnin [00:38.39]It all alone ain't asking for help I just carry it on my own [00:42.13]And turnin to God was for the weak-lins' [00:44.82]I'm lookin at life through such a weak lens [00:47.44]I can't see clear but it ain't tears in my eyes [00:50.06]It's sweat pourin down from the years I done tried [00:52.80]To be my own savior said I'd never fail [00:55.30]But never had the righteousness it took to save myself [00:58.05]So this is where I turn confess believe [01:00.11]That Jesus is the only savior that I'll ever need [01:03.41]I repent tonight [01:04.36] [01:04.91]Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me [01:08.29]Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own [01:11.71]I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on [01:14.11]And when you see me up yeah I'm really down [01:16.79]And when you see me smile there's really no one around [01:19.28]So if I let it go promise you catch me now [01:21.96]Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now [01:24.46] [01:25.09]There I go again fallin [01:26.46]Tryin to stand on my own still I'm just crawlin [01:28.96]Tryin be the man I should be that's my callin [01:31.58]But no matter how hard I try I don't ever really drive that stop [01:35.45]I'm one the verge of bawlin often I'm feelin like I'm hopeless [01:38.81]Feelin like I failed I'm groaning [01:40.87]Cause I grit my teeth and I strive each moment [01:43.56]Tryna be strong but daily I've blown it [01:46.49]Man I don't know what's go'n happen I see [01:49.42]Some change gotta happen in me [01:50.86] [01:52.11]I'm weak and some kinda power's lackin in me [01:54.67]I need grace that'd be sweet [01:56.73]Is there anyone to turn to give grace and peace [01:59.47]Do I really gotta earn you [02:00.97]Can I be forgiven for the time that I burned through [02:03.58]I wanna learn and be freed [02:05.33]But I hear I gotta turn to believe please [02:07.77] [02:08.52]Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me [02:12.39]Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own [02:15.82]I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on [02:18.13]And when you see me up yeah I'm really down [02:20.69]And when you see me smile there's really no one around [02:23.37]So if I let it go promise you catch me now [02:26.17]Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now [02:30.17]There I go again yeah I blew it [02:32.23]Everything I don't wanna do I keep doin [02:34.79]Steadily feelin stupid instead of makin excuses [02:36.78]I just need to face the music I need ya [02:40.41]I lean on my own strength but it's useless [02:42.96]Cause healing only come by them stripes and them bruises [02:45.39]I chunk deuces and turn towards you [02:47.89]But sometimes I turn right back to it [02:50.20]Why do I abuse all the grace that you given me [02:52.51] [02:53.44]It's like I can't win man I still got sin in me [02:56.00] [02:56.56]And I struggle just believin you forgiven me [02:58.56]Cause if I was you I would've banged out finished me [03:01.31] [03:01.99]But we're not the same mentally thank God [03:04.43]Your grace is amazin look where you went for me [03:07.17]On them wooden beams took responsibility [03:08.86] [03:09.42]For sin that you never did to call you a friend to me [03:12.16] [03:12.73]Your ways are so high but you bent your knee [03:15.35]I keep fallin but you call to get on my feet [03:17.97]Keep walkin just what you started you will complete [03:20.03] [03:20.58]Ima keep repentin til the day I leave [03:22.65] [03:23.21]Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me [03:26.46]Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own [03:30.07]I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on [03:32.76]And when you see me up yeah I'm really down [03:34.76]And when you see me smile there's really no one around [03:37.94]So if I let it go promise you catch me now [03:40.54] [03:41.11]Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now [03:44.35] [03:45.16]Yeah it's like I always seem to fall catch me can you catch me [03:47.97]Can you catch me 'fore I'm gone I'm gone tryin it on my own [03:51.46]I know I can't do it but still I'm just holdin on [03:54.14]And when you see me up yeah I'm really down [03:56.70]And when you see me smile there's really no one around [03:59.32]So if I let it go promise you catch me now [04:02.01]Ya just catch me now promise you catch me now Ya catch me now