Fort Collins-Hopsin/Dizzy Wright

[ti:Fort Collins] [ar:Hopsin/Dizzy Wright] [al:Pound Syndrome] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Fort Collins - Hopsin/Dizzy Wright [00:16.82]Written by：A'Reonte Wright/Marcus Jamal Hopson [00:33.64]Yeah early 2014 I was on the knock madness tour
那是2014年初 我正在 疯狂敲击 专辑的宣传巡演中 [00:36.34]I was mad about it I half assed my album cause
那时我很迷茫 专辑里只放了不到一半的歌 [00:38.43]I really didn't know what I was rapping for
因为我根本没想清楚 我到底为了什么而说唱 [00:40.20]I was going through a break up and that was hard
那时我刚经历一场痛心的分手 [00:41.98]I wasn't in my right mind ni**a that's for sure
我的大脑很不正常 [00:44.00]Every night I was praying and I would ask the lord
每个夜晚我都在祈祷 [00:45.79]To please give me strength
希望上苍能给我力量 [00:46.68]So I don't slam the door on my fans
这样我就不会对我的歌迷摔门 [00:48.71]But no luck I was stuck
但很不幸的是 我没有走出来 [00:49.98]Even though a ni**a had a plus size buzz
即使那时我的事业正处于上升期 [00:51.94]I didn't even know who the f**k I was
我突然迷失了自我 [00:53.76]I tried so hard to see a plus side but
我想尽办法 想要保持乐观 [00:55.86]I couldn't find the spark inside the dark
但在一片黑暗中 却依然找不到亮光 [00:57.69]Even with my crew saying nice remarks
就算我的兄弟们有所察觉 不停说好话安慰我 [00:59.24]It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart
还是觉得心里有些难受 难以释怀 [01:01.32]I was thinking that a brand new life's the start
我曾想过开始新的生活 [01:03.07]But I couldn't leave I made a commitment
但却逃脱不了 我曾许下承诺 [01:05.15]On my off time the fans invaded my business
在非公共场合 粉丝们闯入了我的世界 [01:07.32]So I started feeling a gang of resentment
所以我的怒气开始迸发 [01:09.08]Flipping on everybody when they ain't even did sh*t
开始朝每个人发泄 其实他们都是无辜的 [01:10.97]I needed to go home and gather my thoughts
我急需回到家里 整理下思绪 [01:12.94]I didn't wanna suicide as the result
我可不想最终的结果 是我了结了自己 [01:14.67]So the night at my fort collins show before I hit the stage
所以那天在柯林斯堡 我登台之前 [01:17.26]I left through the back for a walk and no one saw
我独自溜走了 没有一个人看见 [01:20.20]I thought I was going up to the store to get a drink or somethin'
我想 我可能会去小店买杯喝的 [01:22.31] [01:23.07]And a voice had told me to keep walking
但心里有一个声音 叫我不要停下脚步 [01:24.46]And do not step foot on that stage for nothing
再也不要回到舞台 [01:26.14] [01:26.72]So I kept on walking
所以我继续前行 [01:28.06]Then I camped out up in an abandoned house
然后我躲在了一个废弃的房子里 [01:30.17]I hated this rap sh*t and I hated my life
我开始憎恨说唱和我的人生 [01:31.85]The spotlight does that when you can't get out
当你无法逃脱那些闪光灯的时候 [01:33.94]Cause I been on this road tryna get high from my low
我已走上了这条道路 想从底层爬到高处 [01:37.28]Won't somebody tell me where to go
有没有人来告诉我 我到底该去向何方 [01:39.41] [01:40.06]Please cause I don't know
因为我真的不知道 [01:41.17]I might be crazy
我可能有点疯狂 [01:43.13]Living life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat
我的人生 就像一个马戏团的猴子被系上了安全带 [01:45.90] [01:46.55]And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me fort collins I'm sorry
希望你们能原谅我 柯林斯堡 我真的错了 [01:49.16] [01:50.40]Fort collins I'm sorry fort collins I'm sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 [01:54.10]Fort collins I'm sorry fort collins I'm sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 [01:57.47]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [01:59.18]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [02:00.56] [02:06.65]It just doesn't feel so right lately
最近就是感觉不太对劲 [02:08.88]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [02:10.28]Don't know where I'm going tonight baby
不知道今晚我将去向何方 [02:12.61]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [02:14.23]It just doesn't feel so right
我感觉不太妙 [02:16.01]Don't know where I'm going tonight
不知道今晚我将去向何方 [02:17.97]Someone guide me to the light please
谁来指引我前行的道路 [02:20.08]I got a girl back home yeah
我的女友还在家里等着我 [02:22.32]God know she the sweetest thing on earth
对我来说 她是世界上最甜蜜的存在 [02:23.69]I can't sleep on her
我不想失去她 [02:24.76]But there's too many women on tour
但巡演途中 有太多的诱惑 我可真不想背叛她 [02:26.23]And I try not to cheat on her
我可真不想背叛她 [02:27.70]Man my options for p**sy are unrealistic
说真的 我对女人的态度还真是难以置信 [02:29.79]There's b**ches who'd give up a lung for this dick
那些**们 为了我愿意去卖肾 [02:31.71]My music be leaving 'em sprung and twisted
我的音乐让她们爱不释手 [02:33.58]The average ni**a would have fun with this sh*t that's real
广大群众可能也会接受我的音乐 [02:36.16]Here is a secret you don't have to keep it between you and I
这可是个秘密 我想劝各位一句 [02:38.91]Upcoming rappers who 'bout to be touring
渴望成名的哥们 [02:40.79]I promise the road will eat you alive
这功名在身的生活 可能会让你苦不堪言 [02:42.60]But you know that sh*t when you rise
当你想要成名 你肯定会经历的 [02:44.19]And by no surprise I'm not gon' feed into the lies
不出所料 我会说出真相 [02:46.60]No I'm not gon' say that you wrong
我既不想说 那天你犯了错 [02:48.05]But I'm not gon' say that you right it's hard to keep quiet
也不想说 你那天是对的 但我沉默久了 总会要爆发 [02:50.51]When all I do was hold you down
我可一直在帮你扛着 [02:51.89]If I ain't know you then well I feel like I know you now
如果说那会儿还不太了解你 现在咱们可是哥们了 [02:54.03]I know you had a little doubt but to hop off stage and find out
那时我以为你有些事情 下台想去解决一下 [02:56.56]You done walked out and you not taking nobody calls
你却走出演出场所 一个电话也不接 [02:58.87]You don't wanna deal with it
你想逃避这一切 [02:59.98]But I'm looking at these fans like damn there's a lot of y'all
但我看着台下的人山人海 [03:01.99]You got me tripping with the bodyguard
你让我对着保镖发火 [03:03.15] [03:03.68]Like ni**a how the f**k you lose the headliner
兄弟 你怎能让唱主角的逃走了 [03:06.06]Now I don't care that you left the show
现在我也不管你是否离开了那场演出 [03:07.56]I just wish you woulda let me know
我只希望你能回个话 [03:08.80]Cause I don't know if you've been kidnapped
我还以为你被人绑架了 [03:09.88] [03:10.43]Or know somebody from the city where they live at
或是你躲到熟人的家里 让别人都找不到 [03:12.25]But the way you went about it make it hard for me to feel bad
你离开的方式 实在让我很难接受 [03:14.67]Honestly it made a ni**a real mad
事实上 你让我很生气 [03:16.18]Cause I'm texting you like hop the devil just testing you
我发短信说 哥们是不是恶魔把你带走了 [03:18.54]When fort collins got respect for you
整个柯林斯堡是那么期待你的演出 [03:20.04]And that's why the next day you was like
这也就是为什么 第二天你会变成这样 [03:21.49]Cause I been on this road tryna get high from my low
我已走上了这条道路 想从底层爬到高处 [03:24.78]Won't somebody tell me where to go please cause I don't know
有没有人来告诉我 我到底该去向何方 [03:28.72]I might be crazy living life like a circus ape
可能有点疯狂 我的人生就像一个马戏团的猴子 [03:31.67]That's strapped into a car seat
被系上了安全 [03:33.98]And I'm hoping that y'all can forgive me
希望你们能原谅我 柯林斯堡 我真的错了 [03:35.93]Fort collins I'm sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 [03:37.91]Fort collins I'm sorry fort collins I'm sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 [03:41.64]Fort collins I'm sorry fort collins I'm sorry
柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 柯林斯堡 我向你们道歉 [03:45.02]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [03:48.21] [03:52.68]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [03:53.85]It just doesn't feel so right lately
最近就是感觉不太对劲 [03:56.35]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [03:57.72]Don't know where I'm going tonight baby
不知道今晚我将去向何方 [04:00.25]Money and the fame
这金钱和名声 [04:01.62]It just doesn't feel so right
我感觉不太妙 [04:03.53]Don't know where I'm going tonight
不知道今晚我将去向何方 [04:05.30]Someone guide me to the light please
谁来指引我前行的道路