Calling You-KB/Natalie Lauren/Joseph Prielozny/Kevin Burgess/Tyshane Thompson/Natalie Sims

[ti:Calling You] [ar:KB] [al:Tomorrow We Live] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Calling You - KB/Natalie Lauren/Joseph Prielozny/Kevin Burgess/Tyshane Thompson/Natalie Sims/Kenneth Chris Mackey [00:25.72]It must of been 3AM when the text came in [00:28.30]The sum of my fears [00:29.85]My stomach bendin' my thumb was tremblin' [00:31.26]No pun intended but I wanted to die [00:32.44]But it's all for myself [00:33.41]Then it read [00:33.95]"KB this time it's real homie I can't live" [00:37.98]It was in all caps [00:39.13]But I knew he had no caps on his gun or his pills [00:41.41]So I ripped out the door [00:42.53]All the covers down on the floor [00:43.92]No shoes I just walk on my tears [00:45.68]Callin' him over and over and over again [00:47.85]While I'm throwing the car in to gear [00:49.39]How could he be so selfish [00:50.56]Will this happen felt it [00:52.09]Why won't he answer answer answer he answered [00:54.18] [00:54.79]"Jason hello " [00:56.34] [00:58.12]Suicide suicide suicide [01:01.06] [01:02.08]Got one in the chamber [01:03.06]It's waitin' to take you right out tonight [01:05.04] [01:06.04]Don't roll the dice roll the dice roll the dice [01:08.97] [01:10.09]It's all on the table it's all for the takin' [01:11.95]But what's the odds [01:13.19] [01:15.10]I parked in the street [01:16.48]At the car with the keys [01:17.42]Should I call the police [01:18.85]What if he turns it on me [01:20.01]Then I looked up it that him over the sink [01:21.90]I can't think [01:22.57]My tongue is as heavy as my heart [01:23.83]I can't speak [01:24.52]Every time I blink I'm a step closer [01:26.41]My heart about to burst [01:27.40]As I close up on the front door [01:28.77]And give the doorbell a ring [01:29.99] [01:30.75]It was unlocked so I ran to top staircase [01:32.55]As I stare got a case on the floor [01:34.49]"Jason open up" [01:35.40]Continued to knock [01:36.43]"Jason open up you ain't gotta do this" [01:38.73]What about the kids [01:39.57]Don't go Judas you got reason to live [01:41.57]We could get through this don't give in" [01:43.65]Then I heard movement [01:44.50]And a voice I'll never forget [01:45.67]He said "Stop it stop it [01:48.05] [01:48.70]I'm about to cock it [01:50.06]You barely called back when I was in Iraq [01:52.05]Just leave homeboy I got this [01:53.80]You know the truth is I had to shoot kids [01:56.16] [01:56.67]I'm so guilty (Open the door ) [01:58.21]And God might let it go (Open the door ) [02:00.23]But I'll never forgive me (Jason ) [02:02.09]Why not (I care I care about you) [02:03.93]The Army never trained me to care [02:05.40]You don't know the horror of living in a war zone [02:07.61]Then coming back to civilian affairs [02:09.44]I made my bed the tables were set [02:11.49]My wife moved out I don't see my kids [02:13.62]Everything that gave me meaning is gone [02:15.63]The grief stays seeded and bleeds to the bone [02:17.51]I want out " [02:18.22]Suicide suicide suicide [02:20.93] [02:22.11]Got one in the chamber [02:23.06]It's waitin' to take you right out tonight [02:24.98] [02:26.04]Don't roll the dice roll the dice roll the dice [02:28.95] [02:30.09]It's all on the table it's all for the takin' [02:32.07]But what's the odds [02:33.07] [02:33.99]I ain't have a word not a story not a verse [02:37.58] [02:38.15]But the silence [02:38.81] [02:39.90]I'm trying not to make this worse [02:41.42] [02:42.11]I pray and I googled a search [02:43.66]Nothing from school that will work [02:44.90]But I grew up in the church so what do I do [02:47.18] [02:48.00]Just fell to my knees and I started to blurt [02:50.21]I don't understand this I don't understand this [02:52.36]But you been looking to the weed [02:53.55]And them dancers [02:54.89]Don't be conned by the Ye [02:55.98] [02:56.64]Nobody in the West got the answers [02:58.47]Let's get established [02:58.98]Your life isn't yours to demand it [03:00.95]You can't do what you please [03:02.07]Jason I love you [03:02.99]But the next step is God homie [03:04.78]You ain't escaping a thing [03:05.82]You know Jesus he wanted to die in that garden [03:08.51]Acquainted to man up his sorrows [03:10.07]But he kept up the fight [03:11.14] [03:12.25]'Cause he knew joy it was coming tomorrow [03:14.16]You haven't squeezed that revolver [03:15.37] [03:15.93]'Cause you know that there's hope [03:16.98]At the end of the tunnel [03:18.03]Embrace it don't matter how faint it [03:19.77]God is not silent please hear what he's [03:21.35] [03:26.08]"Jason " [03:26.58] [03:30.03]911 what's your emergency [03:30.91]Yes uh I-I gotta friend [03:31.84]And uh he's locked himself in the bathroom [03:34.78]And I just heard a gun go off and I don't know [03:37.35]Okay calm down sir [03:38.11]Are you able to get inside the room [03:39.35]Yeah he he's got me locked out [03:41.96]Okay can you try to get inside the room [03:43.53]Hold on I'ma try to [03:44.51] [03:45.97]Sir [03:46.22] [03:47.18]Jason Okay he's-he's not shot [03:50.08]He dropped the gun but he's passed out [03:51.80]Sir I'm gonna need you to calm down [03:53.40] [03:54.25]No you calm down Send help quick [03:56.25] [04:02.38]Hope is calling you [04:04.45] [04:10.32]Hope is calling you