Trying-Bully

[ti:Trying] [ar:Bully] [al:Feels Like] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Trying - Bully
**享有翻译作品的著作权 [00:08.37]That kinkied up invisible handcuffs locked on me
那副无形而又纠缠的镣铐将我禁锢 [00:14.01] [00:15.47]Been praying for my period all week
祈祷这期限只会是一周 [00:17.63] [00:18.49]And relief that I just can't see
让我于这无法看清的现实中得以救赎 [00:20.68] [00:24.24]I question everything my focus my figure my sexuality
我质疑所有 我的注意力 我的身材 我的性别 [00:29.49] [00:30.72]And how much it matters or why it would mean anything
这又有多重要 而为何它意义非凡 [00:35.46]I can't keep together I 've been better
我无法重拾自我 一直以来得以安好 [00:38.50]I 've been thinking about it every night
每个夜晚我不禁思考 [00:40.92] [00:43.23]I'm trying I am
我不懈努力只求我能 [00:44.87] [00:47.17]I'm trying I am
我不懈努力只求我能 [00:48.82] [00:49.60]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [00:52.73] [00:53.38]Trying all the time I am
始终如一的不懈尝试 [00:56.77] [00:57.34]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [01:00.66] [01:01.32]Trying trying all of mine
只为拼凑完整的自我 [01:04.72] [01:12.45]But kinkied up there's no flawless education just a stupid play
但纠结的是毫无缺陷的教育不过是愚蠢的游戏 [01:17.57] [01:18.64]I feel enough growing so far from myself
感觉我已足够成熟 远离曾经的自我 [01:22.17]I can't reach I can't reach I can't reach
我却无法抵达 无法抵达预期的终点 [01:25.40] [01:28.10]So brush it off cause I wanted that it's been dusting up
就暂忘吧 因为我期待这一切会如扬尘消散 [01:33.65] [01:34.23]When you walk like that here's a shit
你像是玩世不恭般前行 [01:37.51]There's a wick that will keep yourself from checkers
恶念会让你疏于防备 [01:39.94] [01:40.74]All these loaded questions gonna eat you alive
所有附加的问题会将你活活吞噬 [01:44.98] [01:47.19]I'm trying I am
我不懈努力只求我能 [01:48.80] [01:51.10]I'm trying I am
我不懈努力只求我能 [01:52.71] [01:53.44]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [01:56.63] [01:57.31]Trying all the time I am
始终如一的不懈尝试 [02:00.75] [02:01.32]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [02:05.27]Trying trying all of mine
只为拼凑完整的自我 [02:08.61] [02:10.70]If it kills for anything
如果这企图扼杀什么 [02:12.64] [02:14.15]I didn't want to
我并非期待这样的结果 [02:15.46] [02:18.14]I'm just looking for a clarity
我只想探寻清楚的真相 [02:20.33] [02:21.12]To help me to get through
助我安然度过所有 [02:23.96] [02:26.68]If you're setting your ways
如果你已设定你的方式 [02:28.52] [02:30.22]Well get enough to
好吧 足以 [02:31.50] [02:34.16]It's absolutely that I can break it down for you
毫无疑问 我会为你摧毁 [02:38.63] [02:39.27]To feel the beast to leave on leash
心中那头不受控的野兽 [02:42.66] [02:43.54]To come right back to you
只为重回你的身边 [02:46.60] [02:48.19]I'm trying
我竭尽全力 [02:49.25] [03:10.40]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [03:14.40]Trying all the time I am
始终如一的不懈尝试 [03:17.68] [03:18.26]Trying to hate from my mind I am
抽离于我的心中愤恨 [03:21.69] [03:22.35]Trying trying all of mine
只为拼凑完整的自我 [03:25.64] [03:28.64]Why you mind
为何你会在意 [03:29.73] [03:32.65]Won't lie why you mind
我不会谎言相待 为何你会在乎