Mackey's Lament-Apollo Brown/Hassaan Mackey & Apollo Brown

[ti:Mackey's Lament] [ar:Apollo Brown/Hassaan Mackey & Apollo Brown] [al:Daily Bread] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Mackey's Lament - Apollo Brown/Hassaan Mackey & Apollo Brown [00:13.21]Been at this for a whole damn hour [00:15.40]Trying to find a way to get the money and the power [00:18.29]Everybody I knows got w**d or got powder [00:20.94]But I ain't got either got a lot of demons [00:23.88]The room down the hallway where every single dream lived [00:26.78]Turned into a wall where I couldn't reach at all [00:29.66]Boxes of alcohol leaned up against the wall [00:32.47]Like statues she praised daily like gods [00:35.37]Her head would nod as she walked out the room [00:37.94]Where the blood left a stain on the pillow since June [00:40.68]Shaking in the middle of the night trying to stay asleep [00:43.70]But every time she takes a drink her eyelids start to blink [00:46.76]She starts to think [00:47.96]About the pain that's life causes [00:49.58]The gains stress strain from life's fortunes [00:52.56]Drowning in a pool of regret [00:54.68]While losing life's light from her glimpse with each sip [00:57.26]Used to have a grip on vices but ran into a crisis [01:00.83]And now she pays the price for that sh*t [01:02.90]Guilt's eating her guts and she can't get a grip [01:05.87]All she could do is tap a brew and take a sip [01:08.61]She used to able to make sense of sh*t that ain't make sense [01:12.08]But now all she do is take sips [01:14.18]Up to the point she sips what you can't sip [01:17.07]The pain be to much to bare she can't drink sh*t [01:19.99]Damn [01:20.36] [01:31.65]It's our fault [01:32.61]Heard the shot fired [01:33.89]Sounded like it was next to him when it sounded off [01:37.07]She skipped school to hang out with her boyfriend [01:39.51]Had some news for him that she knew would destroy him [01:42.42]Had a new boyfriend around the same age [01:44.42]Now the old man's removed out the new man's space [01:47.69]Old man's face turned cold gun raised [01:50.56]Bullet transmitted to the front of her brain [01:53.65]Bang [01:54.65]He said it was an accident [01:56.20]Probated five years her whole family cried tears [01:58.93]Most came to divide shares [02:00.43]Buy my sister's sh*t up and decide theirs [02:02.60]Felt like a bull runners nightmare [02:04.52]Just trying to hide fear behind all of his ideas [02:07.82]From seeing Vita right there [02:09.94]Yeah [02:10.38] [02:11.03]But all things happen in a flash [02:13.01]Cause happiness in this life is never meant to last